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I've not been updating this blog for a long long time d... Recently, i am really really busy n caused me dont have time to write sth here... My AS trial exam is just around the corner... just left not even 2 weeks time for me to prepare... Grr... But study mood havent really come back n now the exam is coming... I really dont wanna fail my chemistry especially... Chemistry.... Grr..... The only subject i dont understand at all... Full of question marks... Hmm... shall make it clear by this week... can i do that?

recently, i found that the inner part of mine changed... I feel like being alone is better than being with others... At least i dont have to see n depends on other's mood or action... I can do what i wanna do... Suddenly, i miss the time im being really alone few months back... Although the feel of lonely is really strong, but i can go wherever i want, do whatever i want... I feel that im just too weird...

I spent few hours with my formal classmates during my break last week... Its a happy gathering but i feel sth... Sth which really makes us apart from one another... Our topic to chat become lesser n lesser... Is this sth to do with time n distance?

ok, shall end here... I wont bring laptop back to my hostel this time... since there dont have wifi till now, i dont wanna waste my energy carrying the heavy laptop bag there... So, maybe i wont be able or free to update this blog until mooncake festival... So, everyone please take care ya! Good luck to myself too! Muakx...