Im not awake for 24-7 coz im nt superman

well, today i finished my bio chapter 2 assessment... erm... how difficult it is? without looking the result, i shall say it is quite EASY if u study lar... but i should not be so confident to myself lar... coz i know whenever i feel some confident, the result will be very terrible...

Honestly, Rourou is having tension now... Really stress recently... have to catch up my chemistry and biology... somor have to study for maths test on 6/8/08... 2 days before holiday... swt... I cant sleep at every night... But sad to say, i couldnt wake up every morning also... :P Im just... Too WEIRD... am i?

Since 2 days before, i started to rush to the toilet very very often to "ahem"... what is "ahem" means? "pang sai" lar... :P sorry for being too rude by using this word... okok, as a biology student, i shall say "defaecation" ... i went toilet for 10 times in 2 days for this!!! gosh... crazy right? i wonder i kept my faeces too much in my body until my large intestine is full of faeces or wat...

But, surprisingly, after my bio test, i didnt go to toilet until now d... erm... am i too stress bout that test? but i really didnt feel the stress for this particular test wor... hmm... shall think of it... maybe could do a research or experiment bout it... lolz...

Finally i can online in my room this week... feel so happy... so decided to tell u all the story of a bad gay in this post in mandarin...

我们总是不明白
为何有些人
可以那么自私自利
“天真”的以为别人能接受
即时别人生气
也感受不到那股燃烧中的火焰
是你太迟钝吗？
还是你根本就不想去理？
可能你是半男不女的关系
可惜，
就算你是半男不女，
我也为男生们及女生们伤心
因为
你应该会影响任何一个性别在别人眼中的气质和EQ
同样的
我为我自己感到伤感
为什么会认识到这样一个人
命运真会作弄人。。
悲哀。。
可是，
我决定
找个机会和你大吵一架
然后互不相干
这应该会是一件值得庆祝的事。。。
我希望
这一天的到来
那我才不用整天无端端被一个半男不女骂
问我问题变成责备我
真是的。。。

Hmm... Finally i express all my feelings in a more poetry form... clever leh... (amat perasan) really sorry to all who doesnt understand or read chinese.... Here are the simplified english version:

I really dont understand why our Earth got this type of selfish people existing...
They thought others can accept their selfishness...
but, why shall others bear with it?
when people are angry with him,
he wont feel the anger of others...
still dare to talk to people in his selfish style of talking...
maybe u r not a true man or a true woman...
even "pondan" also wont want you to be in their group...
i shall say boys n girls will feel so shame that u r half of their sex...
u r trying to affect boys n girls' images in the society...
At this moment,
i feel really sorry for myself...
why i go n make friend with such kind of people with such kind of character?
sad case...
BUT,
i decided to find a chance
to start a quarrel with u
to end our so called friendship...
then
i wont be scolded by a "pondan" everyday when u r trying to ask me question but in turn scolding me...
hopefully,
the day will come as soon as possible...
n i shall celebrate it in a grand way...

hmm... going back to taiping tmr... hahax.. happy n sad... happy bcoz i can meet all my family members... sad bcoz i couldnt finish studying... what should i do then? Dont care lar... go back to my home sweet home 1st... coz i know Dong-Dong will miss me... ( Dong-Dong: jangan perasan lar u... )

k lar... shall end here... see u all in the next post... tata... muackss... lots of love...