I hate driving!!!

This afternoon, i went for my driving lesson again... Oh gosh, its tough for me... coz im very tension while i drive... N, i always forgot which is left hand side n which is right hand side in hokkien... Im so confused when i learn PARKING... So, i memorized a phrase for myself :" left, right, right" I felt that uncle was so "pek cek" with me... my TIGA PENJURU is the best... But, still always "死火"... haizz... sweat de bi sor... ( recently a very popular phrase among our friends ) Then, come to the part of MENDAKI BUKIT... the most terrible part... I can stop at the right part but when i need to go down, its terrible + a bit horrible... Either i slipped down from the slope or "死火"there... I can see my uncle's eyes... Burning with fires... N disappointment...

Of coz, I also felt very bad... I learnt these things yesterdays for 4 times d... But still, I cant do it well... My JALAN RAYA worse... I always forgot to put signals, cant control my steering while i change my gear... somor, when i see cars in front of me, my heart will pump very fast... just like the feeling before i banged the lorry...

I told my mom, if i go n have my car test tmr, i'll sure fail... maybe the 1st session also fail d... Driving is really tough for me now... After my lesson of 2 hours, i walked out of the car... u know wat... im shivering... my hands were ice-cold... 腿软... haizz... I HATE DRIVING!!! But i have to learn... Coz, mummy say, nobody, even yr husband will drive u in n out everyday... No matter how good is the public transport... haizz... Next lesson is on Wednesday... 2 hours again... Im dying...