Jocelyn's Moody Diary

BYE~

2009-12-31T08:30:00.000-08:00

I've moved to my new blog. =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

23/12/2009

2009-12-22T21:28:00.000-08:00

Christmas is just around the corner. Everyone sounds so excited about christmas in facebook. I just can't feel the excitement. Not going to countdown or attending any christmas party. I have my own plan for christmas eve. XD

PS: I need a purse badly... ='(

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2009-12-19T03:27:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog for so long... I admit that I'm lazy.. I did nothing since I stop working.. Gosh.. I should spice up my life instead of sitting in front of computer..

Alright. Life after working isn't that great as I thought. All plans failed. =( Honestly, I'm really disappointed.. What I've done in these 19 days?? I can say karaoke session with friends is my main entertainment. No matter how many times I go, I still have the why-3-hour-passed-so-fast feeling. It never happens when I was in Penang. I know the reason. Different place with different people. Oh, I miss my days in Penang although I used to hate it when I was there. haizz..

Chirstmas is coming! Feel like going to Genting but I'm tired of planning trips.. So, just forget bout it... It will be another boring day for me.. T.T

Don't feel like going out these days coz my hair look seriously ugly. YES, I went to trim my fringe short early december. Due to my "hiao-ness" in that very second, I have to face the ugly hair and feel angry with it everyday. Grrr...

PS: this is my 338th post in this blog. I'm going to move SOON.. REASON: it is hard for me to view back every single post in this blog.. too many pages.. LOL...

IWANTTOTRAVELAROUND!!

2009-12-07T01:04:00.000-08:00

I've stopped working for a week. To be honest, I did nothing at home except msn, facebook, drama and some small gathering with "old" friends.. I went karaoke three times this week... XD Might be going Hatyai and Ipoh this week.. I'm looking forward for more trips.. Penang, maxwell and hopefully indonesia/singapore(see who will kindly provide me accommodation... =D) I WANT TO TRAVEL AROUND!!! please tell me if anything is on.. I'll join if I'm free...=)

2009-12-01T01:11:00.000-08:00

本来打算放弃这部落格了
但是这么多年的感情
始终放不下
呵呵
XD
（又加上allen酸我说那是我懒惰的接口啊。。就这样，我决定继续"hurt"大家的眼睛。=P）

2009-11-18T20:38:00.000-08:00

Having serious headache and feel like vomit...
argh....

2009-11-15T22:27:00.000-08:00

OK! my final plan of going oversea is failed....
*claps*
congratulation to me!
I won't hope for anything from now onwards....
What's the point hoping something to happen and get hurts in the end....

give me back my normal eye!

2009-11-15T08:05:00.000-08:00

my right eye is half of it's original size now.. Thanks to the unknown things growing near my eyebrow.. I wish you are a pimple but you aren't.. Haiz.. Hopefully it will be better tmr..

2009-11-12T20:24:00.000-08:00

I HATE 2009!!!
I cried from January to November...
I'm so upset this year...
What's wrong with me?
I did something bad?
Please stop my tears! Please.......
I just want to live peacefully...
Dont give me hope
Dont let me dream
Please.......

2009-11-11T21:20:00.000-08:00

YES! I'm going to Penang tonight with my flowery dress.. hahax.. My aunty is coming back from aussie.. *winks*

Going to shop for some dress and tops later... Of course, I'm going to hunt a purse for myself.. It is hard to find a nice purse in malaysia.. haizz....

my toothache seems to disappear d... oh! maybe i dont have to go n see dentist d... dont laugh.. you are right.. i'm afraid of dentist.. =P no offense for those who studying dentistry.. hahax..

going to off! bye~

Dimples! not pimples~

2009-11-11T21:09:00.000-08:00

Oh dear! I want dimples, not pimples. Argh...

I'm suffering from migraine because of that ugly little pimple near my right eyebrow... T.T

My dimples are gone these days... Come back come back!!

无心插柳 part 1

2009-11-11T07:35:00.000-08:00

天和海看似连成一线
可却是两条平行线
就像梦想和希望
永远不会实现

许愿池真的灵验吗
生日愿望真的会达成吗
我曾经相信
我曾经想要努力去实践
可是阻碍证明了失败

流泪是因为无尽的伤害
失望是因为不想再等待
看开可是却放不开
忍耐是因为没有勇气去揭开
那事实的面纱

2009-11-10T00:21:00.000-08:00

想必你对号入座了~
快！恭喜我！
我守了五年的秘密功亏一篑了。
都是我自己的错
怪得了谁？

Pain pain Pain

2009-11-10T00:13:00.000-08:00

My health is having problem.. =(
I've light sore throat for few days...
Toothache since yesterday...
My hands are painful as well... I think this is some sort of computer disease...
Eyeballs started to sore this morning...
Why I have to suffer all these together?
OH! I need some rest!

2009-11-07T09:18:00.000-08:00

I'm listening to--- 暗恋(David Tao)

I went off early today again.. =P But I still online and facebook at home.. =.='''

I want to go travel in december! Anybody kind enough to provide me accommodation?? hehe

Might be going Ipoh tomorrow to fix my camera. *fainted* All the photos taken are blur blur blur... Oh! Not to forget, I need a new digital camera too! I still don't know which brand and which model to buy. Spending my own money will take more time to think. =D

Got to off! it is 1.30am now.. I'm going for dim sum tmr morning with family somor.. *yawn* Goodnight my dear readers & friends!

6 November 2009 (RAINY)

2009-11-06T05:51:00.000-08:00

Today's weather makes me feel sleepy and tired early in the morning.*yawn* I thought it was still midnight when I reach my office.

I'm wearing long sleeve with my fan on now. Still shivering. I wonder whether I'm sick or the weather is too windy. I have some signals of getting sore throat d. I'm going to fight before it attacks. My body is going to be filled with 100% of water... XD

When I signed in my facebook this morning, I saw z.kang's msg for me on my wall. Finally he received the card. I'm glad that it reached safely. But it is too late! T.T I promise! No next time.. Next time it will arrive earlier or punctual.. hehe

Ying received her present and card this afternoon. Thanks to postman, they reached safely. haha.. I'm super excited today... Wasted lar.. nobody ask me to hang out.. if not, wakaka......

PS: I'm addicted to post bday cards to ppl these days~ LOL... whose next?? wondering whether i'll receive any on mine... =P

Dear Jennyfer....

2009-11-06T05:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOOI YING a.k.a. chou pi jiang no.3 !!!

May you have a blissful year!!!

Faster go and find a cute guy! Don't let OPS keep on saying how how... hahaha...

Stay pretty and sexy~ woohoo!

Love ya! Chou pi jiang forever! Muacks...

Sorry! Didn't get to celebrate with u AGAIN! hope you like the present and card! ^^

counsellor needed!

2009-11-04T07:21:00.000-08:00

TELL or FORGET?
RISK or PLAY SAFE?
SAVE or SPEND?
LOVE or HATE?

I think i should send message to someone tmr.. I need counsellor.. :)

Ps: i wonder where my snail mail gone? Two weeks d.. Gosh..

LIFE IS...

2009-11-03T00:23:00.000-08:00

Life is boring.. That's why we need to work, study or entertain.

Life is meaningless.. That's why we need to learn.

Life is full with danger.. That's why we need friends to help each other.

3/11/2009

2009-11-03T00:09:00.000-08:00

Just found out that i actually need to hand in my resign letter by these few days. Oh! I'm turning into a super lazy worm soon.

Heard a lot of stories about marriage and relationship problem. Guys like to "one leg step two boats". ( what a good translation huh) No matter how pretty is their girlfriend or wife, they will never stop flirting and date with other girls. Some guys who did that are even not good-looking. wth. How come the world become like this? Where is justice? Why we women/girls have to suffer? Ok, I admit that some girls did such things to guys too. But much lesser than guys. I'm quite sure.

So, why fall in love? For me, in love=suffer. What for? Unless your partner is a really really good person.

PS: Opps.. sound a bit sarcastic and emo.. Not my experience.. Just some comment after hearing stories... =P

2009-11-02T06:05:00.000-08:00

Life without laptop is killing me.. My lappie cannot detect wifi now.. Dunno what happen to her..I still haven't call DELL to fix it coz my working time is same as them.. Duh...

Without my dear, I couldn't chat nicely with friends in facebook and msn. The only thing I can do is to write out here! Grr... Pek cek..

I thought I'll take a nap just now.. Who knows I filled my stomach with lots of food once I stepped in the kitchen.. So, it is time to sleep now.. I look very very geli now.. Rough, round face with big eye-bags and dark circles.. Gosh... Erxin..

28 days to go~ I'll be a free person again...

Tell me when is your sem break if you want to date me during December! I want my schedule to be full! hahaha... goodnight everyone!

Zzz...

2009-11-02T00:59:00.000-08:00

It's time to go home!
It's time to sleep!
It's time to cure my dark eye circles!
I look like a ghost now... T.T

finally an awesome weekend

2009-11-01T16:56:00.000-08:00

Off to Penang during the weekend for Halloween party as well as meeting up with xuen.

It was a fresh experience for me to join Halloween celebration. Scary outfits, beers and loud music around. I'm amazed by the change in Segafredo. From a restaurant to a bar. Honestly, the party was not fun. Some scary game(for me lar) and lucky draw. Guess what? I got a pack of macaroni as lucky draw gift! =.=''' lame enough.. =D I think it's time for me to learn drinking for self-protection purpose. At least a cup without getting drunk.

Met up with xuen at Jusco on sunday afternoon. finally we meet after 2 months! 3 chou pi jiang went for lunch together at a korean food restaurant--韩食家.. It was a nice place with nice food. Just that your hair will become smelly after your meal. :P

After our lunch, we headed to Sunway for karaoke session at Amp square with fennie and her friend, gary. I like the design of Amp square but the room isn't ideal. Redbox is always the best to me. >.<

Thanks ying for letting me to stay at her place.. So kind of you.. muacks..
Thanks fennie for the make up and drive us here and there..
Thanks xuen for your jokes.. XD

Looking forward for next gathering!

PS: photos will be uploaded once i get from ying n fennie. =) cheers!

Happy Birthday Zheng Kang!

2009-10-30T19:22:00.000-07:00

Hohoho.. Happy 21st birthday!!! Have a good start for your adulthood. Can go casino legally d! ( I used to go in illegally with my "old" face. :P)

Stay smart
Be happy
Stay healthy
Enjoy your life
Have a blast!
See how good am i.. You wish me so so so late this year and i wish you on time.. *winks* (perasan betul...) Present and celebration will be postponed until you come back lar.(If you still remember to find me and I still remember bout it *giggle*)

PS: Know you want to be 18 every year. Hmm.. Hope that you will meet Charlislie and he'll help you. ( I'm still in Twilight Saga dream.. keke..) Hopefully you will receive my snail mail soon.. ^^

:'(

2009-10-29T17:44:00.000-07:00

当希望一次次变成绝望
是时候考虑让心有愈合的机会
当我读完所有comment之后
我的心凉了
眼眶红了
用了半个小时发泄出来
“不值得！” 朋友说道
我其实知道这些眼泪是白流的
只有老天爷和我知晓
我不知道要不要在今晚传简讯给你
毕竟是你的大日子
累了泪了
这次，我无法祝你幸福

Happy Birthday to Steph

2009-10-28T01:36:00.000-07:00

Happy 19th birthday to my dearest Ms Stephanie Low Zhen Ying!!!

Didn't get to celebrate with you again... Sobx... I'm waiting for your return to hang out! XD

Hope that you will have a grand celebration over there..

I'm really happy that you like that card. I was so worried yesterday because I'm afraid it might not reach there on time. Thankful. Honestly, I planned to do a hand-made card for you dear. But due to my "creativity", it is a failure.. :P hope you won't mind.. Give me 365 days. I'll figure out a nice one.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my friend! Hugs and kisses...

2009-10-28T00:04:00.000-07:00

I hate myself for being so undecided
I hate myself for being so timid
I hate myself for keeping it secretly

I'm totally pissed off by myself.. I think I need to talk to someone who can understands me...

2009-10-26T00:12:00.000-07:00

Aunties scolded me for being so parsimonious to spend my money. Yes, I admit it. I'm reluctant to spend my money. I'll think for a long time before I spend. I think most people are like that, right? XD

I'm considering to be a honest girl. I've lied to myself for years. Maybe it's time to tell out the truth. Should I take the risk? haizz...

2009-10-24T22:34:00.000-07:00

I've got myself a pair of converse on Thursday at QB. Just a very simple one. So much difference from what I want. Really hard to find a nice one. Next time should buy it online as I know my size d. =)

I'm seriously boring these days. Yet mummy dont allow me to go bw to find me friends today.. Sobx.. My job is 200% boring. OH GOSH... I'm going to end my holiday with such kind of life... I duwan I duwan I duwan.... I decided to quit my job after november. One more month to go. =( sien sien sien....

21/10/2009

2009-10-21T05:20:00.000-07:00

放假的几个月
就懒散了几个月
今早去了婆婆家算命改名
说起来还蛮准的
跟上次那个一样
说我是个会面对很多压力的人
事业，健康，感情
说什么要我把“馨”字改掉
换成“欣”
噢！
太懊恼了！
我超喜欢我原本的名字的咧！
经过妈妈说服后，
不得已地答应了
反正上大学，出社会后，
需要用到华文名字的机会越来越渺茫。
我还是比较喜欢之前的
Hmm....

Happy Birthday to my dearest Uncle Ivan!

2009-10-19T01:50:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you!

You are stepping into another age group. The twenties. Oh no! We will have age gap... :P joking joking..

Wish you all the best in your studies as well as your love life. Seems like you fall into someone according to what you wrote. Hopefully I didn't misunderstood lar.. =D

Enjoy your day!

PS: I couldn't find any photos of you in my lappie. Sorry! I think we should take one when we meet up. =)

Random

2009-10-19T00:38:00.000-07:00

I'm totally in love with Taylor Swift's songs these days. I love Taylor Swift! I wish I can be her.. pretty, tall and talented.. I know this is an old song. But I like the lyrics. Suits me well. ^^

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

Sweet Dream

2009-10-18T00:59:00.000-07:00

I dreamt of somebody last night. It is really a sweet dream. So reluctant to wake up. Please let me repeat the same dream tonight! =)

17-10-2009

2009-10-17T05:51:00.001-07:00

Happy Deepavali to everyone! I love holidays!!! Wheeweet! But nothing special happen. :(

Watched "Surrogates" with the guys yesterday. It was awesome! I love the plot as well as the moral behind the movie. The women inside are absolutely gorgeous! Oh, I wish I can be one of them. =D

After movie, we went for McDonald. I ate more than the guys. Paiseh lor.. :P With the help of chee yan a.k.a. jiji, i get my 2nd coca-cola glass. I wish I have the whole collection. I just have my favourite pink one, which my sis helped me to get and the purple one. :( anybody kind enough to donate their money and stomach to get me the glass? haha...

Went around Taiping today and ate lots of food. Full. Bought the stuff finally. I gave up on my previous plan. I'm not artistic. hehe. Tomorrow night will be eating vegetarian food for 9 days. I love vege! XD

PS: steph, if u get to read this, do u mind to send me your hostel address? URGENT! :D

Random pic of the day. My panda eyes! Worse than jeff's. OMG~

16/10/09

2009-10-16T00:03:00.000-07:00

Leong is right. But I don't think I'm in big trouble. Phew.... =)

Going to penang with family this coming wed. Thanks monash for giving me such a good excuse! Shopping time! Yes!

I'm going to learn how to use my Nikon P90. All the photos taken are so blur. I don't know why. haizz. I want to go photoshoot! Nice dresses are wanted.. hehe..

Quite addicted to online games these few days. cham lor.. I should quit this addiction as soon as possible. Better addicted to books. XD

Going out with buddies later. Movie and dinner,if possible. ;)

PS: I miss my besties, a-levels coursemates and hostelmates... When will we meet?

15/10/2009

2009-10-15T01:45:00.000-07:00

I'm sheer upset these days. I made a big mistake that cannot be forgiven. I feel sorry and bad. But I couldn't change the fact. I'm sorry!

I actually tried a few methods to cheer myself up. No matter how, still didn't work. I tried to cook pancake on that particular night. I did forget the incident for that moment. But at night, I still have to sleep with tears. Talk about my pancake. It has ugly appearance but it taste ok. (OK=CAN BE EATEN) The stall at burma road is still better than mine. Oh ya, I have excuse to go there d! I received an email from IDP this morning. Full offer from Monash Sunway to pursue Pharmacy there. I'm still considering. There is a big possibility I might go there. I'm still waiting for ANU reply. 2 months d! urgh....

Maybe will go for movie with friends tomorrow night. =D

2009-10-11T08:31:00.000-07:00

Being complained. Online too much and too kepo. I viewed every single photo uploaded in facebook. I'm too bored ma. Hmm.. Online game does not affect me much now. I have no idea how to play it. Noob player. =(

K lar. Shall go back to novel. Shall polish up my English. *winks*

Goodnight everyone! I'm going to bed after wake up for 10 hours. =.='''

S-L-E-E-P

2009-10-11T06:11:00.000-07:00

I slept for 13 hours! Still haven't break my own record. LOL

I'm so dizzy now. Should I go back to my bed again?

Awww! I love Sunday!

PS: I almost quarrel with a friend in msn just now. He scolded me bad words... Grrr... I'm not going to forgive him. At least for one week. :P

I love gatherings!

2009-10-09T19:21:00.000-07:00

Went out with the guys and a girl(their coursemate) yesterday night. Sushi King is the first destination, followed by Rex Box( a new karaoke in tpg. imitate red box. booo!)

It was an awesome night with awesome friends. Although they spent most of the time talking about online games, I still get to enjoy myself. Maybe I'm used to it d. This reminded me about my secondary school life. Hanging out with them is almost a routine. Oh, I miss my girls.

I think I should find a day to go for a movie. It has been ages I didn't step into cinema. Outdated. Date me people! I don't want to go for movie alone. XD oh, shouldn't forget about shopping. I didn't shop for one month d! T.T no wonder i feel so miserable these days.

Picture of the day. Taken in the office. I'm bored! Ignore my chubby face and ugly hair. :P

Thank to Disted!

2009-10-08T01:34:00.000-07:00

My cousin sister told me that she saw my photo in Hua Lian office with my A-levels result. Gosh. It is so embarrassing. How to face my juniors? They put my photo without acknowledge me. The jellyfish hair photo and I haven't see it before! OMG~ *fainted* DISTED!!! how can you do it to me?

High heels

2009-10-08T00:35:00.000-07:00

I still remember I told my buddies during secondary school time that I won't wear heels until I'm 30. haha. Who knows I start to wear heels when I'm 18. Claps... I break my promise to myself AGAIN..

Seriously, heels are something addictive when you start buying them. Once you get one for yourself, thinking that you will just keep it for dinner, you are in big trouble. Whenever you go and "hunt" for shoes, high heels will be more attractive to you. You will compare the one you saw and the one you had. Surely, the one you had will be the most normal one as you bought it for storage purpose. Others are so fancy and nice. You can't take your eyes away from the high heels anymore. Sandals and ballet flats? Forget them.

Although high heels are attractive, I couldn't wear them daily. I look "gigantic". Haizz.. Who asked me to be so fat? I try not to wear them for gathering too. Being the tallest in the group isnt nice. So, I still haven't find a chance to wear my new Vincci heels. It will at least make me look 6-7cm taller. Feel a bit regret of buying them back.

Thinking about my heels, I have a brandly new statement. " Ladies who love high heels should find a tall guy as boyfriend/husband." It is a MUST. If not, either you look weird and funny during your dates or you can't wear your lovely high heels when you are with him. True or not?

haizz

2009-10-06T08:30:00.000-07:00

工作了三个多月
我变得更沉默了
人性的丑恶
人们的八卦
是是非非
子弹满天飞的办公室
恶心到极点

为什么要冤枉别人
为什么不认真工作
为什么做事散漫
为什么没有秩序

虽然说
我大多数的时间都在做私人事情
但是
我真的不知道要做什么
无聊到爆的生活
我快要忍受不住了

可以快点开学吗？
朋友
可以快点回来听我诉苦吗？

花语

2009-10-06T00:24:00.000-07:00

1月18日印度錦葵(IndianMallow)花語:猜測

花占卜:您很在意別人對您的看法，時時懷疑別人是否正在談論您，令您做事總是諸多顧忌，難有自己的獨立主張。您應該放開懷抱，學習建立自信，體讓別人的難處，亦保持自己的原則，那便可以減少您猜忌的毛病。
花箴言:愛是一種包容和恩惠，不可以用猜忌、懷疑來對待的。

2009-10-05T02:01:00.000-07:00

I'm going to make the cards tonight! Hopefully I won't messed up everything.

I'm very into twitter these days. Join and tweet with me people. I have too few followers... :P

03102009

2009-10-03T07:47:00.000-07:00

My student ppk tonight. Thats why I can online the whole day. But I'm not happy at all. It is bloody boring. I want to go shopping.I want to watch movie.I want to go yum cha with friends. Sad l feel a bit down. Seriously. For no reason.

Went to Edward's house to take my first-ever-online-shopping clothes from him. Thankfully I didn't get lost and I imagined the correct road. Wahaha. I'm "pro" in searching roads. :D

Ven is going back tomorrow and I still haven't get to go karaoke with her because I was sick. Sobx...

I'm worry now. Leong told me he might read my blog.. cham lor.. if u read this, can u drop me a comment or shout out in chat box? No matter who you are, please do so. I need your help. I want to prove something. Thank you! Goodnight everyone! I miss you!

Happy Mooncake Festival!

2009-10-02T22:51:00.000-07:00

Weekend mode: ON

I'm trying to make this weekend an awesome one. People, please date me out! I'm bloody boring.

Happy Mooncake Festival to everyone! I'm not celebrating it AGAIN. :S

Going to Edward's house to take my stuff later. Hopefully I wont get lost lar. hehe.

Time to off. Will continue tonight. Muacks

02102009

2009-10-01T21:43:00.000-07:00

I'm going to get my first-time-online-shoppping clothes by today.Maybe.Hopefully Edward will meet Yvonne today and escort my stuff back Taiping safely. =) I know I owe you a meal. Japanese food! I still remember. Don't worry.

2nd day of October d.. Which means I've "enjoyed" my holidays for 4 months! My goodness. I still haven't fulfill my must-do list. Trips? Gosh! No idea about them at all. I have to work 6 days per week. Since money is more important to me now, I don't want to take leave. I even come to work when I'm very ill. But sometimes I get some opportunity to go back early. hahax.. Oh, I'm out of topic. Talking about trips, my family actually comes out with lots of ideas.Singapore, Cameron, Hatyai, Pulau Pangkor and blah blah blah. I wanna go Taiwan/Hong Kong lar.. Please make my dream come true.. If my final decision is pharm, nobody can stop me to go travel.. GOD! Please tell me which one is better for me.. Please...

OH NO! 2nd OCT! I still haven't start to make/design/draw cards... I'm lack of time! Hmm.. Should go and get ready those materials tonight. I've no idea how to make them actually. I'm not an artistic and creative person.. I need inspiration...

Tsunami, earthquake and blah blah blah all happened in one shot! What happen to our earth? Is it trying to warn human beings? 是因为有人祸才发生天灾的吗? It is time for us to think and change our attitude. Hope that all my friends and relatives around the world is safe. If possible, send me a mail or reply here to prove that you are in good condition, so i wont have to be worried.

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! Mooncake festival tomorrow! No celebration again.. T.T

History will repeats itself....

2009-10-01T01:14:00.000-07:00

SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes! This is what I wanna yell out since yesterday night. Still remember about my face infection? I thought it is cured and my face really turned smooth again. But, I don't know what happen, my scar became reddish again yesterday night. It becomes worse now. History DID repeats! Grr... I've no idea how to cure it now. And I think I'm going to cure it traditionally. Medicine are quite useless for this case. Money wasted. Haizz.. money money~ i miss ya~

I've no mood at all and decided not to meet up with my friends until my face turns back normal. I'm uglier now... sobx....

grumble again

2009-09-29T00:48:00.000-07:00

Book of the day: my first ever little black dress book-- the men's guide to the women's bathroom... I'm just read half of it and it is seriously funny...

I'm not going to blog about my problems here anymore... With my hesitation, I can blog it thousands times without getting any final conclusion.. So, whats the point blogging bout it? Right?

Oh ya, before I forget, I wanna thank ven's and leong's mummy here.. Thanks for the dessert u made.. It is delicious.. Hehe.. Thank you thank you... I told leong that i'll bake sth in return... what should i bake leh? hmm...

My plan to go Penang is being postponed AGAIN... Due to my clumsiness in driving and sick! Grr... I still cant talk with my usual "sweet" voice.. haha.. My plan to go karaoke with ven has to postpone too... haizz.. sorry sweetie.. Utarians are coming back! MMU kaki too! Hooray! Party Time! Shall plan a gathering after mooncake festival....

As usual, i wont be celebrating mooncake festival this year... I've not been celebrating festivals for at least 7 years!! Childhood memory? it is all bout study, work and travel..

280909

2009-09-27T22:31:00.000-07:00

经过了几天的搏斗
病得五颜六色的我
开始有了起色！
虽然还没有完全康复
没有再头晕目眩的我
已经感到非常欣慰了
=D

Hesitation.... Worries.....
They accompanied me when I'm sick...
I've to make my mind clear...
I need determination...
Shall I accept the challenge?
Is it worth-while to take the risk?
I've spent a lot of money bcoz of my undecided mind...
I couldn't afford to make mistakes again...
Shall I take the safer path?
I'm really useless.... Couldnt make a definite decision after 2 years!

260909

2009-09-25T21:56:00.000-07:00

Im having fever for 3 days continuously.. I consulted doctor on the first day.. But seems like the medicine are not effective at all.. I'm afraid that I might get H1N1 influenza.. *touch wood touch wood*... I seriously hope that I can cure faster because I dont want to infect my sis.. She is going to sit for her PMR pretty soon.. pray hard...

Mummy asked me to go to the doctor after work... I'm so dizzy now, but i still have to drive! Grr... I hate driving..

With my burning brain, I still have to make decision for my studies... Its "awesome"! Can you give me some opinion if u read this? *fainted*

PS: Today is Jessica's birthday! Sorry, I couldnt get to celebrate with u again coz I was too sick yesterday.. May all your wishes come true and have a nice day! Muacks..

250909

2009-09-25T08:48:00.000-07:00

Made a terrible mistake that cannot be forgiven.. Found out that actuarial in aus need to spend at least 5 years to finish.. it is a MUST to do masters.. Kill me off! Why I didnt do research before making decision? Blame myself.. Mummy is quite upset bout it... Im sorry... I make u worried again...

I dunno what to choose, where to go n how to solve... My brain suddenly popped out with an idea.. Accept Monash Sunway's offer.. Do pharmacy instead of actuarial.. Its weird! I thought I'm very into actuarial... Why I'm not very upset bout this news? I'm totally blur now.. The symptoms for my illness is here again.. Do pharmacy? Is it what I want? Continue to do actuarial but in msia? KL life.... huh... this is what i tried to avoid..

I'm sick

2009-09-24T01:26:00.000-07:00

I suffered from sore throat every morning since 3 days ago. But I didnt care much about it. I still eat my favourite biscuits and had McD as dinner yesterday night. Shouldnt have done these to my body. Regret. Now, Im having sore throat + a little fever + flu... Darn it! All symptoms of getting h1n1... I'm not going to consult doctor.. No matter how sick am i... I'm so sleepy now... My body is informing me to rest d.. I'm going to sleep right after dinner.. hehe... fat! bye!

230909

2009-09-23T05:47:00.000-07:00

i totally have no confidence with my driving skills now..
i scratched a car in Tesco parking lot yesterday night.. argh..
i dont think anyone will dare to sit my car after reading this post..
4th accident after having my license for 15 months...
wat a high frequency...

after the small accident, i straight away headed to McD to meet up with my friends...
I was an hour late again!
I'm so used to be late these days... nonono! i should change!
went to sing k after that..
actually we planned to go to the new karaoke near my shop..
but i dont feel like want to leave after finding parking lots for 20 mins + accident...
so, we stayed in sentral...
it was so crowded.. i just dont like it...
karaoke session was just ok coz i dont think everyone enjoyed...
the television was so lao beh(old+useless)...
all the music video showed were blur... how to read the lyrics?
haizz...
i miss red box.... when only i get to go? i miss u so so so much... cheap price plus better quality room... =)
why i get to blog tonight? all my students ppk again... I get to sleep early tonight! hooray!

bad luck

2009-09-20T06:29:00.000-07:00

Im going out to work again... T.T Im lazy to drive seriously.. If somebody can drive me to work, then i will work energetically.. haha..

My hand is cacat now.. 2 fingers get hurt this morning... i stapled one and broke another... bad luck... so now i couldnt type much.. it is painful... eww...

I went to Melissa's house yesterday... I was late for an hour.. Im so sorry bout it.. I've to work ma.. sorry sorry.... It was a joyful gather... I likey.. Sorry for not talking much... Coz im just too tired... :P

My bestie is coming back to taiping.... YEAH!!! I wanna meet her.... i miss her seriously.... :D

might update later after work lar... see ya!

2009-09-18T21:06:00.000-07:00

I seriously need a driver.... any volunteers? I'm lazy n tired of driving...

I wont break my promise anymore..

2009-09-17T19:38:00.000-07:00

Well, I really couldnt stand it anymore. I told you before I dont like people to treat me as though I'm transparent. You tried to calm me down everytime I'm mad with my friends. But now, you are treating me transparent! Damn! (readers, sorry for being rude)

I actually planned to give you a surprise. Since you treat me like this, I'll save my money for shopping. I'll feel happier with lots of clothes n shoes.

I admit that my woman's sixth sense isnt accurate. I thought you treat me as your best friend and I'm really happy for myself. I've been waiting for this day for years! MY PREDICTION IS FALSE... When I see you online, you will never talk to me, unless i say "hi" to you. Sometimes, you even wont bother me. You told me your interenet connection has some problem. But, can you explain why you didnt reply my email? I know what u try to mean. I get it!

You are not suppose to be categorized in my best friend list.. You are my "hi-bye" friend.. Im still a loser at the end.. I still remember we were like lost contact after graduation.. I told myself you are a good person.. kind and helpful.. I dont want to lose a friend like this.. So, I tried to search for your contact and keep in touch with you until today.. Sometimes you really treat my really well.. i really appreciate it.. but why there is a 180 degree change most of the time?
Fine lar.. I'll treat you in the same way you treat me.. Fair right? but i dunno i can keep this promise to myself or not...

I viewed my archieves and found out that i actually make this promise to myself years ago.. And Im still facing this problem now.. haizz.. People, kill me please... How can I be so useless?

and i still love you...

2nd post of the day.. crazy!

2009-09-16T00:19:00.001-07:00

I'm extremely sleepy now.. It will be fantastic if someone will come n fetch me back home later.. DAY-DREAMING again.. =.= Having tuition class tonight somor.. Why I sleep late last night? Argh..

I'm going to switch my focus from internet to books! I prefer to be a nerd. :P Im going to read my Twilight Saga:Breaking Dawn now... Dont laugh! I know Im outdated.. Shh... hehe..

160909

2009-09-15T19:17:00.000-07:00

Had a nice outing with secondary school friends yesterday night. =)
It was my favourite karaoke session.. hehe
Sang for 2 + hours ==> I'm suffering from sore throat right now.. sigh..
Im sure I dont wanna consult doctor for this..
I've spent 200 bucks for my face treatment n I'm broke now..
I'm saving money to buy myself a camera and a purse..(things i need the most!argh...)
My face is getting better but rounder.. =.= geramnya...
Im still waiting for ANU's reply... 3rd week d... i think it seems like im hopeless to get it...

Finally a cheerful post...

2009-09-14T00:22:00.000-07:00

Ok, finally i found something that can cheer me up... lolz... since im addicted to facebook, i found a nice photo editor after viewing/kepo-ing others photos...

I've been playing with it since 8am... hiak hiak.. Due to the window vista in my lappie n my noob-ness(i dunno how to change the setting), the editor is showing alien language... so, i have to explore it.. And I finally get some idea bout it... it is quite similar with the photo sticker machine that i used to teach ppl how to control... And now, I can play it everyday FOR FREE~ Too bad I couldnt camwhore these days with my cacat face... =( I'll hurt your eyes once my face turns back to normal... hehe...

Show you one of my favourite edited pic here... pink~ XD

130909

2009-09-13T08:34:00.000-07:00

Yeah! My face got some improvement d... It doesnt look that reddish anymore.. Phew~ Please cure faster... Even my factory driver also ask me why my face suddenly full of pimple... T.T

Ok, due to my sad mood these days, im in love with Taylor Swift album... She is so perfect~ Smooth and fair skin, sweet voice and talent... If I were a boy, she will definitely be my dream girl..

I feel really sorry for my friends... Im the one who asked ppl whether wanna go Langkawi during raya holiday or not... But at last, my mom dont allow me to leave taiping that weekend.. haizz... sorry sorry sorry~ I'll try to make a trip to penang on 27th... HOPEFULLY it will be successful...
pray hard.. hope my face will be ok that time too...

I like this song a lot... not bcoz of jerry, but the melody... nice one~

言承旭 - 在KTV说爱你

作词：瑞业/陈舒宁作曲：陈威全

朋友似乎有意不提起原来你在这里
我的微笑太久没练习也许你已忘记
微亮灯光下的你还是一样美丽
有没有一首K歌可以给我勇气
说句对不起
麦克风在其他人手里遥控器传给你
我点的歌慢慢往上移越靠近越犹豫
不是唱到一半的我假装忘旋律
只是写词人太细腻描述我和你
过去揪着我的心
我的爱回不去我只能在KTV说爱你
散场之后抱着影子哭泣
我的爱播不停同一首歌还在悼念爱情
只是现在你的眼睛最远的距离
只是现在我的关系最远的距离
我的爱谁在意我只能在KTV说爱你
却听见自己颤抖的声音
我的爱没有你这房间容不下我的伤心
因为你切歌的坚定停止我呼吸

Virus! shoo!

2009-09-11T17:25:00.000-07:00

Well, bad news again.. Pimple becomes a small matter now.. my face is facing viral infection now.. omg~

I went to consult doctor yesterday.. He told that it is some sort of virus growing on my face and it will SPREAD!!! and he told me not to go n scratch it coz it will leave scars there.. T.T I was stunned that moment and Im so worry bout my face now.. It used to be smooth with some small pimples only.. How come it turned out like that? (crying + sneezing... )

Hmm.. The fortune teller's prediction seems like true for current situation.. He told me to get marry before 30.. If not, my face will look ugly n nobody wants me that time... I know it sounds funny.. I laughed when I heard it.. But for now, it seems to be true.. Im becoming uglier n uglier day by day... Argh... I will be single forever... hahaha....

等待。报应

2009-09-09T17:35:00.000-07:00

我开始厌倦了等待
一天打开mailbox上百次
等着大学捎来的好消息
两个星期过去了
我被拒绝了吗？
倘若如此
我又该何去何从？

报应
是真的存在的
就拿我来当例子吧
一个星期前的我
还可以很骄傲地说，
“你看，我的脸啊，从来没有长过青春痘耶！”
就因为讲了没有touch wood,
这星期的我，
两颊红肿，猪头炳似的，
上美容院也无济于事。
眼泪往肚里吞，
这就是骄傲的报应。
因为骄傲，所以不曾护肤，
结果就烂脸了！
旁观者，自然会送你一句：“活该！＂　

闷到发慌的我
真的需要改变一下现在的生活
天天这样从早做到晚，
不到凌晨不睡觉，
身体不累坏才怪。
好想去度假哦！
一个人去，
感觉真的很怪。
读着部落格的朋友，
赶快毛遂自荐！
嘻嘻～

090909

2009-09-09T08:02:00.000-07:00

胆小，懦弱，是最适合形容我的词汇
因为胆小，错过很多去增广见闻的机会
因为懦弱，错过了很多表达心中想法的机会

我刚刚发现，
散文和小说之间，
我会选择连贯性的小说。
感情丰富，
读后慢慢体会，
才是我想要的。

人与人之间，
也是需要时间慢慢了解，
有时候，
偶然会发现，
对你不错的人，
转个身，
对你不理不睬，
好像多说一句话会暴毙似的。
心里到底在想什么？
至少通知一声嘛。

090909 孤单地哀嚎

090909

2009-09-08T23:50:00.000-07:00

Alright, in this post, I should bring you back to reality after reading my KL trip... After the wonderful trip, I've to come back to Taiping and work again.. I love Taiping but not working.. It took up all of my precious time.. Im regretting for teaching tuition... I dont have free time at all.. I have to work 24/7.. Can't go Penang that frequent d.. Sobx..I have 2 discount coupons for PADINI.. 20% leh.. Have to use it before expire--end of Sept.. hiak hiak hiak.. a good excuse to escape to penang/ipoh for shopping... :D

I'm totally in love with facebook.. But the tagging stuff makes me a bit frustrated.. Idiot creation.. Spam my homepage.. grr...

I felt a bit down after knowing that my friends are facing some "disasters".. whirlwind n gangster make their life unhappy~ T.T Good luck friends... Dont be too sad ya.. Everything will be fine soon.. Cheers!

Will update tonight.. stay tuned~ muacks..

KL trip part 2

2009-09-07T18:46:00.000-07:00

Ok, shall continue from previous post.. due to my laziness, i decided to tell the story through photo captions.. :P Alright, lets start...

Guess what, we took these in midvalley around 3 am...

We took KTM from Midvalley to KL sentral.. and i get to meet siew kee at KTM station.. We talked to each other by shouting coz we were in the different platform.. lolz... She told me that she was going to meet up with choon hoong at midvalley... So sad, i couldnt join them...

When we reach KL sentral, we separated with daryl.. 6 of us went to sunway pyramid by rapid KL...

Having lunch at Seniyu... We are TIRED~I love this pic the most!! @ Gardens
Hotel lift..

Ok, actually i still left out our dinner at Italianies and book fair...But im not gonna write bout them d.. Lazy~~ hehe...

It was really an awesome trip... Love to hang out with you all... Hope to meet all of you soon~ Miss ya!

KL trip part 1

2009-09-04T20:50:00.000-07:00

Im back! FINALLY have the mood to update. Im so tired n sleepy this whole week n yet i sleep around 1.30am everyday. Kiam pak.. Dark eyes circle become worse n my eyes look so small now.. believe me.. there are evidences down here... :D

I've went to KL with ying, xuen n fennie last Friday. It was an awesome + tiring trip~ We met up with jia kee, tyler and also fennie's fren-Daryl. Ok, i should start with the day before we depart.

THURSDAY(27/8/09)
I asked daddy to fetch me to work coz he will be fetching me to bus station after work. hehe.. Im lazy to drive to work d...Wake up early morning n gonna drive for a long distance...*yawning*

Are you wondering why I have to go to bus station on Thursday evening? Hmm... Since my bus ticket to KL is at 8am from butterworth n I couldnt find a bus which travels at 6am, so my lovely friend--hooi ying let me stay over at her place on Thurs night.. Kind right?

I reached Bw around 7.40pm.. Ying fetched me at jetty n we headed to Sunway for movies.. Who knows.. all movies showing around 9 sth... n we guess fennie will reach around 11.. so, we headed to Giant to get some biscuits n sweet.. XD After that, we went for tom yam mee at raja uda... Thumbs up for it~ I miss it so much now...hehe..

Went to ying's house to settle down n we started to chat until fennie finished her tom yam mee with her fren.. it was around 12am d... Do u think we will sleep so early after not meeting each other for quite some time? hehe...

FRIDAY(28/8/09)
Woke up around 6.30am.. Glad that I didnt overslept.. :P Thanks ying's mom for buying us breakfast--wan tan mee... The taste is a bit different from taiping one.. Thumbs up for it too~ aiyo.. I want to move to Raja Uda d.. got so many nice food there.. haha... (tam chiak... no wonder so fat..)

Met up with xuen at jetty n we started our journey to KL~ Everyone was sleeping throughout the journey.. We were the most active group there.. Play around with fennie's camera function n chit-chat session.. We get scolded by someone who was in his sweet dream..

It is hard to take group pictures in the bus with all the passenger sleeping.. coz cannot make too much noise.. hehehe...

The bus took about 5 hours to reach Pudu... We were a bit blur when we reached there.. walk here walk there to buy return bus tickets n find a taxi...Tired... We finally found the taxi station but the taxi fare is quite expensive.. But all of them offered the same price.. Still, we took it to Cititel...

When we first stepped into the hotel lobby, we met up with Daryl.. We were a bit shock that time, coz we didnt expect to meet fennie's friend so soon... haha..

Hmm.. Our hotel room is so small... Just like first world hotel size, with 2 single bed... OMG~ all of us had the same question in our mind.. how to sleep tonight? We didnt care much bout it.. Settle down everything n waited for jia kee.. then, we headed to midvalley with light speed...(a bit too hyperbola d...) coz all of us were hungry that time.. We chose Esquire restaurant to comfort our tummy..

in the small room...

esquire restaurantjia kee(my lovely ex-housemate) n methe girls in the hotel lobby..

After lunch, we headed Vincci n our shopping journey started.. MNG, Zara, Jaspal n blah blah blah... *skip this part*

Around 8 sth, we went back to hotel to rest... After that, we headed to Tai Thong noodles station(if not mistaken) for dinner... Then, we went to watch "UP" at 9.30pm..*to be continue*

PS: too lazy to tell stories d.. continue in next post...

Upcoming stories: --midnight at midvalley
--sunway pyramid shopping trip

突发奇想 PART 1

2009-08-24T22:21:00.000-07:00

为什么有些女生不喜欢男生吸烟？
Hmm。。你不觉得全身烟味的男生和一根燃烧着的香烟没什么分别吗？

为什么女生喜欢高大英俊的男生？
Hmm..你知道矮小，样貌平平的男生对自己常常没自信，疑心超重吗？

24/8/09

2009-08-24T20:17:00.000-07:00

I almost knocked down a small cow yesterday evening... I don't know whether it is hurt or not but I am sure it did hit my car... Pray hard so that it is not hurt... Im so regret that I made that decision to speed when I saw the cows crossing the road... I should stop... I ... I... I am still a dangerous driver after 1 year... I think nobody in this world will trust my skills after reading this post... Im fated to be a passenger... haizz...

At night, went out dinner with family at Matang... Seafood porridge~ double thumbs up for it~ all the dishes there are awesome... sobx... i have one more place to miss when i leave msia... hehe...

Not to forget, yesterday was baby's birthday too! I bought an orange cake for him~ He finished a quarter of it... thats great! Baby turned into 4 year-old d... I'll love you forever... hugs n kisses...

PS:Im hunting for a pair of Converse...haha... my mom inspired me to get them... winks..

23/08/09

2009-08-23T09:24:00.000-07:00

I've decided not to talk to him anymore...Totally frustrated...Grr... Dont online if you dont wanna reply ppl...

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I had a long chat with zhen ying yesterday... The feeling is cool~ really... Talking with someone who understands me well makes me feel great... Finally my dull life has some colour... Im planning to fly to Sarawak to find zhong yi n her since my spore trip seems like going to be cancelled...

I think I'll continue tmr... I have to go n sleep now.. If not, I'll have to rush like crazy tmr morning... :D goodnight everyone... muacks...

Happy Birthday to 20th Aug babies..

2009-08-19T22:22:00.000-07:00

TO DEAR FENNIE: HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY~

Enjoy your sweet 19th with full of happiness~ I'm sorry that I couldn't celebrate with you today. But will replace back when we meet k... =)

TO KOK HOONG: HAPPY Birthday!!

Finally you are 18th d... We dont have age gap anymore.. haha...Enjoy yr big day~ contact me when come back taiping lar...

(i cant find any photos of u in my lappie to upload.. sorry~)

20/08/09

2009-08-19T00:47:00.000-07:00

COUNTDOWN: 1 week to KL trip...

Met up with friends on Tuesday night at Prima.. That might be the last time i met lin xin before she fly to Canada... Ah Tay didnt become black after living in India for 4 months... *claps* Jeffrey's panda eye become worse... I know u will read this.. Sleep more n rest more k... I know exam is near n u have 22 hours of maths(i dunno whether the length of time is shorten or not for today).. dont treat yrself like that.. panda eyes is hard to cure leh.. ( mine is also quite serious.. :P)

I still didnt get to go for karaoke session.. I actually planned to ask Khai Ven out this weekend, but I know she couldnt make it.. Ven, rest more ya... Jaga your leg properly har...

I need to go Disted to take my certificate~ But their working hours are same as mine... That means, I dont have time to go n take it~ Oh gosh... I need it to send to universities leh... ppl, tell me how to settle this problem.. i'll suffer from headache everytime i think bout this...

My sis seems like wanna ask me to go Penang with her this Sunday.. Do u think i should trim my hair short? ( I personally this might not be a good idea) If i didnt go n trim my hair, i'll go shopping... But Im broke~ I have to save money for coming KL trip n flight tickets... Help~ Donate me some money pls..

another "ah beng ah seng"...

2009-08-17T19:48:00.000-07:00

Pale-looking me

My chubby face become very pale these days, especially days with 2 jobs... I know that it is a signal from my body, asking me to rest n sleep more... But I dont like to sleep early.. Im hyperactive at night coz thats the time I can non-stop talking with my mom...

Oh ya, you guys still remember about the ah beng ah seng post? I thought I wont have to deal with these kind of ppl anymore after that incident... Who knows, something happened yesterday...

It was about 12am... I just sent a msg to chun kai, asking him whether he is free tmr night or not... After that, I went to the living room n persuade my baby dong-dong to eat... 5 mins later, my phone rang..."We were both young when I first saw you...." I was scolding the person in my heart when I walked towards my phone.. First, I viewed the phone number... Weird combination... suppose to be an international call... OH, I thought my dream had come true... I picked up the call n the person started to speak...

"Hello, are you Xin Rou?"
"Yes, you are?'
"I am Ah Beng(阿明）.. I think you dont know me.. I would like to make friend with you.."
I gave him my official answer..
"Sorry, I am not interested..."
And I cut off the line...

After that, I went to check where this number from... SINGAPORE... who gave this ah beng my number? Grr... Dont let me know who u r I'll kill you...

Haizz.. Why I always gonna deal with Ah Beng Ah Seng? Im afraid Ah Seng will call tonight... LOL...

15/8/09

2009-08-14T22:07:00.000-07:00

I am extremely tired n sleepy now... I dont feel like going to work for my 2nd job later... But I had promised my boss weeks ago... I have to keep my promise.. haizz... I think I'll see whether my presence is essential or not.. If not, I'll tell them Im not feeling well n cabut.. hahaha... I want to rest.. I've been working everyday for 2 weeks n my health start complaining d... In addition, my plan of attending yoga class is being postponed for weeks... Grr...

Talk about my plan.. I have to plan for my 6 months holiday...If I really go aussie next year, I have 6 months left in Malaysia.. Hmm... Everything has to start with "IF".. Life has being so uncertain... No matter how,I have to start reading up some accounting, economics and etc...

Tired~ Zzz....

Being Rejected~

2009-08-13T23:44:00.000-07:00

I received an e-mail from NTU this morning... I was a bit busy that time with my work, so i didnt open it immediately.. I tried to guess what NTU wants to tell me.. Good news or bad news.. As I dont have special feeling from my sixth sense, I guess it will be a bad one.. So, I continued with my work for about 30 mins. After that, I went to check for the email with some hesitation..

LOADING..................................

OPEN~

LOADING.................................

Deng Deng Deng Deng~~~

APPLICATION FAILED~

Cried out loud... I waited for months.. N i get this type of answer... WHY???

So, aussie, Im coming~

11/8/09

2009-08-11T06:05:00.000-07:00

*fungus continue growing all over my body, include my brain*

3rd months of holiday started... Im going to die if my life continues to be so boring... No party, no shopping and no chit-chat session... i mentioned that i wanna go for karaoke session before right? It has been postponed for 2 months..T.T

I still have 6 months holidays left... cried out loud... How am i going to study with my brain full with fungus? will I fail my first sem? gosh... help me ppl... Suddenly, I sincerely hope that NTU will be kind enough to accept my application... please accept this idiot... I know I am dreaming becoz they wont accept me with my horrible result... argh..

I told u guys im going to penang on wed right? OH NO, I made a mistake.. I just found it out this morning when the IDP ppl replied my email.. They answered my question n stated there " see you on Thursday.." I was stunned at that moment... Why Thursday? Not Wednesday meh? So, I refer back to their previous invitation email... 13th of August... LOL...Luckily I found it out today.. If not i'll be in big trouble when i reach penang...

2 more weeks to go for my KL shopping trips with my girls... yippie~ work harder n save more money... $$$ I miss them too much...

Dont ask me which uni I'll be going.. I still havent decide as Im going to apply for unsw n anu this thursday... Lets wait n see which uni is willing to accept me... Let them make the decision first.. pray hard to get all offer... hehe....

Shall leave d... Im so sleepy.. I got up late again this morning... haizz..

Judgement Day

2009-08-10T00:37:00.000-07:00

I almost overslept again...
Luckily my dearest chou pi jiang no.3 phoned me...
She asked me to check for result...
Since then, my hands keep on shaking non-stop until the moment I saw my result..
I rushed to bath n simply dressed up..
Fly to my desktop n wait for it to switch on...
I tried to make myself some oats for breakfast but im lack of time..
The moment I viewed my result, I was stunned....
*Biology---B ( how come? what happen to me? I really dont know which paper gone wrong...)
*Chemistry--A( ok... satisfied... I thought I will get a B coz i didnt perform well in paper 3 n 5)
*Maths--A(I expected for this... no feelings bout this)
I get what I need but not what i want... (william say this is a new theory from me... hehe..)
so now, I have to apply for university d... Scholarship? it is possible i'll get any? Hmm.. shall work it out...

To all my frens who took result today, no matter it is good, moderate or bad, just accept it with open heart... everything will be fine... i miss you guys... =)

weekends

2009-08-09T09:25:00.000-07:00

I filled my weekends with jobs... I worked for 3 jobs on Saturday... sounds crazy huh.. Morning session(office work): 8-12pm... Afternoon session(photo sticker stall.. being asked to go n help):12.30-5.30pm..Evening session(home tuition): 7 sth - 9 sth pm.. After finish everything, I looked at the mirror n found that my face became extremely pale.. mom said i dont have enough sleep n too tired d.. rush here rush there...haizz... money matters...

Result is coming out in 7 hours n 25 minutes time... Although I tried to forget bout it during the weekends by filling up all my free time, I can still feel my adrenaline producing in a faster rate hour by hour... I couldnt sleep but I have to wake up early to work.. haizz..

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WHO WILL BE GETTING A-LEVELS RESULT TMR MORNING~

07.08.09

2009-08-07T00:12:00.000-07:00

2 more days to go~
A-levels result will be out on Monday~
Success or failure is already fixed~
I just can pray hard for success~
I just have a simple wish--- Give me what I need~
I didnt hope for flying colours, but it will be a surprise if i see them...
Adrenaline production rate increases day by day...
I can't imagine how fast my heart will beat on Monday~

If my result is good, which means AAB or better,
I'll have to apply for UNSW and ANU and send my actual result to Macquarie to get the actual offer...
oh ya, should not forget the presence of NTU...I've sent all my documents there few months ago.. They need my actual result to make decision...

If my result is horrible, which means WORSE THAN AAB,
I'll commit suicide... (joking only lar... hehe)
But it will be a terrible situation....
Coz i didnt plan anything for it...
If I didnt get AAB, what course I want to take?
No actuarial science... Commerce? Business? Economics? Finance? or back to bio field?
No doubt, I'll cry for 7D7N if i face this situation...
So, please let me get what I want... Please......

My ex-boss sms me n ask me to help her this weekend n also next weekend...
" What?! I gonna work n teach tuition d wor..." Monologue inside my heart when i finished reading her sms...
I still agree to work but I told her that I just can work a few hours... The slot between my job n tuition class is being filled up... OMG~ Im going insane... so money-minded these days... $$$
I think I'll get about a hundred if I go n help my ex-boss for 4 days... Why not? Can earn my transportation fee for KL trip... hahaha...

5/8/09

2009-08-04T18:31:00.000-07:00

Im extremely moodless these days. Everyday repeat the same routine. Wake up--work--home--online/tuition--sleep... I become more quiet as time goes by. I only get to talk to my family members. Friends? So few ppl around and hence i didnt hang out with them. You may find me very talkative in msn, e-mail, facebook or blog. But I am sure you will feel that I am very different if you talk to me personally. Is this a good phenomenon?

PS: can u have a short conversation with me?

Bad Girl's Diary

2009-07-27T05:27:00.000-07:00

Hmm... I went to get my salary from my boss today... my ex-boss is actually quite nice... just that i dont like working alone n it is kinda bored sometimes... i feel sick everytime i go to work coz the air-cond is super freezing... so now, i changed to another job... ( i wonder whether my ex-boss will kill me or not if they see this coz i lied to them, saying that im going to further my studies in sept... ) i just duwan them to stop me from leaving... im a bad girl... i lied... T.T

Hence, i start working my new job today... Today was quite relax.. I used most of my time playing games... :P Im so frustrated right now... I couldnt find a bus company that allow me to book bus ticket for our KL trip online... Why? Why? Why?

TRIPS!

2009-07-22T10:59:00.000-07:00

I keep myself occupied by planning trips... Trip to Taiwan and KL... But sad to say, Taiwan trip is being cancelled due to some "technical" problem.. So we changed our destination to Singapore.. I didnt type wrongly.. I used "WE" in my last sentence.. I'll be going to KL and Singapore(might be changed) with Fennie, Ying, n Xuen. Sounds nice right? Hope it will be a successful plan..

I used most of my working hours playing "SPIDER" card game in computer.. NO CUSTOMERS! ew... And I was disturbed by 3 "lao ah beng lao ah seng" on Tuesday night... Grr... Honestly, Taiping Sentral is full with this type of ppl nowadays... n those la-la mui n la-la zai... Hmmm... thank god i'll stop going to sentral DAILY from saturday onwards... phew...

Im going to Penang AGAIN this weekend... IDP phoned n asked me to get my conditional offer from them... Issued by Monash Sunway for my pharmacy course... Wah... They took months to issue this letter... There is always differences btw Malaysia campus n Australia campus... see?
Will be going TOY MUSEUM with the kids too... i never go there b4... should be interesting...

PS: i will be going to karaoke this week... no matter how... alone or with sis or with frens... I WANNA SING OUT LOUD!!! I miss someone~

UpdateS

2009-07-16T11:34:00.000-07:00

Wow... I've not been updating my blog for more than 1 week... It is all my boss's fault... I have to work from 10.30am to 10.30pm for mon, tues n wed... He also encourage me to work OT for weekends as well... The only benefits i got from this NEW schedule is---- I have 2 days break per week...

Are you curious bout my working life? Well, it is very easy for me to describe.. ZOMBIE LIFE during weekdays and SIAO CHA BO LIFE during weekends... I can finish one novel within the 12 working hours... I think u are able to imagine how FREE i am... Sit there and do nth.. look around n observe those so call SWEET COUPLES dating...

*****************************************Another topic*******************************

Today n tmr will be my off days... Im so desperate to have my hair trimmed... So, early in the morning, i took bus to penang for hair cut... I went ALONE coz i cant think of any friend who are so kind to accompany me for hair cut... hehe... Besides that, I did my rebonding there as well... hehe... Finally I have my straight hair back... ( i think i will hurt yr eyes soon with lots of photos... )

****************************************Another topic********************************
Last week I went to penang on Thursday too~ To return the car sticker n shop at QB~
sad to say, i just bought one jacket from Forever 21.... T.T
my shopping spree is still here...
Im going to clear it before the MEGA SALES end... haha...
But, Im happy to meet up with fennie, boon yee n maybelle... such a long time didnt chit-chat with them d... Met Allen n Khy Ching at there too... ( they are working at GAP n GUESS respectively... ) I miss A-levels life...
I gonna thank my buddy who accompany me all along from taiping to penang... Hope he will see this...

************************************************************************************
Thats the end of my update... Hope my life will be more interesting... Im planning to go travelling soon.... Taiwan, Hong Kong or any nice place.... Hope it will be on~

short updates

2009-07-04T07:10:00.000-07:00

I found a job n started working since wed...Im working at a "Da Tou Tie" stall... kinda small...salary not really high... but ok lar... better than sit at home n waste time + money...
I finished my 6-times personal make up course d... okok lar... still not really good in that since im a noob in those artistic stuff... I fail my art one k... hahax
I'll be going Penang next Thursday... I'll be meeting my ladies again... hehe... but chou pi jiang 2 hao cannot make it... haizz... sad nia...
I had a sweet dream yesterday... It is so real... I thought it really happen... who knows it is just a DREAM.. T.T.. what is it about? SECRET of coz... hehe..
My face is cracking into pieces d... Too dry~ Due to my laziness lor... never apply anything on it before... now only do mask n apply moisturiser... haiz...
I got my IELTS result yesterday... quite disappointed with myself... speaking test pull down the marks.. grr... hate myself a lot.. always speak so softly when im nervous... i wont announce my grade here... feel a bit shameful... if really wanna know, ask me personally... :P

Short notes about what i've done these few days... dont think will update my blog that frequently coz im quite busy n tired after i started working... I wanna earn money for shopping and my flight ticket... MEGA SALES started today~ woohoo!! I think i'll spend a lot when i go QB shopping next week bcoz my shopping spree is here for few months d... gtg now~will try to update asap~

PS: i seriously need a camera lar... go anywhere also cant take pictures down... ANYONE KIND ENOUGH TO GET ME ONE? ( my parents.. maybe... hehe)

looking for job!

2009-06-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

Actually, i tried to search for jobs these few days... Went Vincci and asked... The promoter told me to wait for 1 week for interview coz the boss isnt around... The next day, I went Popular and asked... The cashier told me to wait for 2 weeks for interview bcoz their boss isnt around too~ Fine~ I phoned Kumon and asked.. Asked me a few questions then told me they are looking for permanent worker.. ish...

Hence, Im being asked to go n help my daddy... easier n dont have to wait... hehe... but i'll still try to find a job... i wanna have some different experience...

i'll be going to penang AGAIN within this 2 weeks... im still searching for ppl who are willing to go with me... i wanna trim my hair lar, shopping lar n also return the stupid sticker to Tony(main purpose)... bout the sticker.. It has a very ridiculous story...

It is a sticker for my car park at my hostel... im suppose to stick in on my car window... luckily im clever enough n didnt follow the rules... if not, how to return the sticker to them? they are really superb intelligent ppl... told me to return the card ONLY when i rent the car park... Now, when i return the card to them n asked for refund, they asked me to return the sticker together... if not, no money will be given back... Grrr.... So stupid act right? ask ppl to stick the sticker on the window n ask ppl to give back the used sticker... haizz... it is so shameful to tell out actually... hahax...

25/6/2009

2009-06-25T03:52:00.000-07:00

Busy meeting up with friends but no photos taken... haiz... not my fault bcoz i dont have a camera...T.T

im flying to aussie soon! i think many ppl mixed up everything d, especially those aunties and uncles... they thought im leaving for studies in july... zzz... Ok, seriously, im not excited at all... maybe the virus does scare me off... went to see doctor yesterday and asked whether there are any prevention or not... at first, the doctor was very relax... telling us that H1N1 is similar to normal influenza... but when my mummy told him im going aussie, he turned to me n asked, "really want to go ar?"... sweat-ing...

im officially moved out from my hostel d... there are no GOOD reasons for me to overnight at penang anymore... but i seriously wanna go shopping... i saw lots of sales at QB this afternoon! but i didnt stepped in coz we were rushing back home after lunch... T.T... anyone can accompany me to pg so that i can drive there from tpg? i wanna shop, trim hair n blah blah blah... any volunteer? i wanna go once b4 i go aussie... my hair is extremely ugly now... help!

I need them!

2009-06-21T06:18:00.000-07:00

I've lots of things to buy but I dont have enough cash! T.T

These are the things i'll be buying:

nail polish( still havent decide which colour to buy coz it is my first time.. most probably will get one from face shop)
twilight saga ( i wanna own them! )
vincci watch ( i want the green one i saw in the magazine!)

These are the things i want to buy/do:

clothes ( especially dresses)
heels/sandals
shop crazily ( maybe my dream will come true after i work)
a nice handbag
meet up with my bestie ( zhen ying) before she leave ( it seems like impossible as she is leaving very soon)
good results!!! ( i need it the most!)

Im not greedy lar hor... haha...

My sweet weekend!

2009-06-21T05:31:00.000-07:00

Came back from penang this afternoon. I slept soundly in the bus... hehe.. Coz yesterday night we slept around 3 sth n wake up around 8 for breakfast..

Chia Shing, Maybelle, Li Xuen and me went to Fennie's house and stay over. It was very enjoyable. Chia Shing fetched me at college after I finish my IELTS test on sat afternoon. Then we went to autocity to meet up with Fennie and Li Xuen. Guess what we did after that... Deng Deng Deng Deng!!!

We went hiking!!! so healthy right? cham.. i forgotten whats the name of the hill d... but i really feel that it is quite similar with Maxwell Hill. But Maxwell Hill is easier to hike compared with that..

After hiking session, we went to fetch Maybelle at St Anne's and back to fennie's house.. Bathed n dressed up for dinner! We met up Hooi Ying at Sunway Carnival coz she will be guiding us to our destination-- Kun Thai Restaurant( paiseh if i spelled it wrongly...). Wow... Thats a very nice place! Their tables n seats are quite unique for a seafood restaurant. Their food are delicious too! Thumbs up! Of coz, we had photo sessions. (If im hardworking enough, i'll upload them when i have them!)

We actually planned to go for supper--tomyam mee, which is near Hooi Ying's place. Yeah! We planned to go for supper right after our dinner at 9pm... keke... But, unfortunately, it is closed. I wonder how our stomach can fit in the tomyam mee if we were to eat our so call supper!

Continued our journey to HY's house. Girl's talk continues until 11 sth.. Then, went back to fennie's house and watched “ 舞林大道” until 2 sth... Girl's talk again until we fall asleep... Maybelle is the one who sleep around 4 bcoz she is busy searching for part time job... hehe...

Early in the morning, we woke up reluctantly and headed to Subway for breakfast. We actually planned to eat dim sum before we sleep... Since we wake up too late d, that plan is being changed to Subway!

After that, everyone went back d... Fennie dropped me at bus terminal before she go for her interview. ( good luck ya!) I was so lucky! I reached there about 12.32pm n I managed to get the 12.30pm bus with still a few empty spaces... Woohoo! so happy! no need to wait alone at bus terminal.

Im back home again! I think I shall do something more beneficial to my health as well as life.

PS: HAPPY FATHER'S DAY... no celebration bcz we dont like to squeeze with ppl... winks!

mixed feelings

2009-06-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

will be sitting for my ielts test tmr morning...
I dunno what to prepare for it..
Hope i wont be the 1st person to fail this test among my frens lar..
I start feeling nervous because i forgotten to take my jacket to penang.. Sun, i need you tmr!

I wont be updating my blog this weekend as i'll be busy enjoying my life.. Hahax.. I wanna play paint-ball lar.. Can exam end earlier tmr?

Im thinking what to buy for someone's birthday present.. Who wants to come penang on sunday to shop with me?

我

2009-06-17T02:48:00.000-07:00

朋友
多或少
对我来说
其实不怎么重要
Quality is more important than Quantity

我咧
是不怎么会和人相处
总觉得
呈现给人家看的我
和内心世界的我
是截然不同的

有时候
我甚至会怀疑自己
是不是精神分裂
面对不同的人
就会有不同的我出现

好比说跟比较熟络的姐妹
我会比较放得开
嘻嘻哈哈
和比较熟络的兄弟
我会胡言乱语
霹雳吧啦讲个不停
和不是很熟的人
脸上会带着微笑
和那些对我很好的人
我会静静的聆听

感慨！
为什么我把自己弄得乱七八糟？
唉。。。

7th day of holidays

2009-06-16T04:40:00.000-07:00

7th day of holidays... 2 days more to IELTS...

Seriously, I have no idea what to prepare for my IELTS...
Been slacking around for these days...
Shall go and find part-time job next week...
Oh ya, Im going to learn some make-up stuff...
Just a simple one...
Honestly, it is a big challenge for me!
I have no confident that I can learn it well coz I used to hate make-up very much...
Have to be more girlish from now on... hehe...

My friend came over to my house yesterday...
Chat for few hours...
I turned into a shy person again...
yer... i hate myself...
真的很宅女咧!
holidays make me so quiet a lot...
lazy lazy lazy...

im going to stay over at fennie's place this sat... woohoo!!!
so happy lar...
cant wait d!
miss my A-levels babes so so so so much!!
:P
i duwan to be 宅女 anymore!!!

just a simple n lazy update

2009-06-13T03:29:00.000-07:00

Uploaded some group photos taken within these 2 months... There are still a lot on facebook... Im too lazy to copy n upload here... Hehe... So just go facebook n see lar...

in red box with hostel-mates before exam... Miss you guys! ( although i always lock myself in the room ) hehe...

~the girls~ in seoul garden after exam...

I had finished my exam for about 3 days. It also means that I had finished my A-levels for 3 days. Now, I am free again... After one year of pre-u, I am back to the freebie life. Honestly, I dont really like this type of life.. Hope to get into uni soon... ( argh... but that will be about 6-7 months later...)

What i wanna do during this long holiday? I watched drama n non-stop online for 3 days d... Im fed-up with such kind of life... Gonna start my preparation for ielts test, which is next sat... After that, go aussie travel for 10 days... After that, start working? I have no idea bout that... But most probably will be so lar... wanna learn sth new...

Meet up with secondary school friends yesterday at prima cafe... No photos taken... :P It is just so normal that i have no idea what to talk about it... hehe... (excuse for my laziness)

I start missing my coursemates and hostel-mates d... Take care everyone! See ya soon!

Mission completed!

2009-06-10T09:22:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone!

I finished my last paper d!

Hehe!

To all my A-levels friends, take care!

I start missing u guys d...

2009-06-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

Im extremely down now!
I dunno how to answer one whole question in my chem paper 5...
Gone! My chemistry gone! All my dreams gone!
I have no mood at all to study for my chem paper 1 anymore...
i lost 10+% for paper 5 d.. Somor i done quite badly in paper 4 leh.. Paper 3 also cannot finish.. Paper 2 still ok but cant help much.. Gosh.. Im gonna fail this subject...

After exam, i was so blur n blank.. Followed alexis's car for lunch at little cottage.. Then, went for movie 'Hannah Montanna'...so many ppl in gurney.. Sienz..

It is a nice movie... Love all the songs.. Anybody can send me the soundtracks?

Honestly, im still not in mood now... I need to talk to someone who can really understand me well.. But so sad, after i go through my contact list, i cant find one..

im dreaming again: how good if you have a bf... At least you can find ONE person to talk to you.. But sad to say, even i cant find a reason for ppl to like me.. (ignore this paragraph if you wish. I dont mind. Winks.)

Gonna try to bring my soul back n study for my paper 1, which will be my last paper... Hope for the best.. I duwan to retake... Please..

midnight post

2009-06-06T09:19:00.000-07:00

its 12.30am now...
Hello everyone! Im here again!
Did you realise that i actually update my blog more often during exam period?

Hmm... I just dunno why this happen... I used to online more often during exam time.. I even do so during SPM time.. Is this the way i release tension? Dunno.. Coz i dont feel stressful or tension at all throughout this exam month... Im so not in exam mood.. Is that good for me?

Well, i went to buy a few face masks this afternoon..(as what i mentioned yesterday) i walked down n felt the hot-ness that everyone mention in msn n facebook.. I observed the weather before i walked down.. The sky was so blue n cloudy.. Tot it will be windy.. Haizz.. Hypothesis rejected.. It was so hot! Im glad that i have air-cond in my small room.. Shouldnt complain even it really freeze me..

Hmm.. Im sleepy now.. Gosh.. I think i sleep too much this few days until my brain got a bit deoxygenated d.. :p

K lar.. Goodnight everyone!

H1N1!!!

2009-06-05T06:05:00.000-07:00

Arghh!!!
I duwan to die so early...
Can anyone save me?
This morning i get to hear that my housemate actually meet up her fren who just came back from usa...
Gosh!!!
Heard that there are 200+ ppl are suspected to get H1N1!
That means she is potentially dangerous to me now...
Im so worry now...
I try to drink as much water as i could..
I think i better go n get myself a mask..
What if she gets the virus from that fren? (touch wood! touch wood!)
I cant leave here yet.. I still got 3 papers.. I can go back only on wed if im not going out with my coursemates.. If going out, that means thursday...
Argh! Why this happen to me?
I cried when i think of this... T.T
Pray hard.. Dont get sick please! Gambateh to my immune system!!

im stupid!

2009-06-03T21:51:00.000-07:00

yup! I didnt type the title wrongly.. I realised that im really super stupid.. Why i say so? I left blank for a simple biology question in chemistry paper 4 yesterday.. I still can rmb the question well.. ' Wats the role of sodium in living organism? '.. So simple right? Stupid me cant think of anything during the exam n left blank for that question.. Gosh.. My brain is not functioning..

When those lecturers collect our papers, i asked irwin for the answer.. He said, ' you bio student also dunno ar '... I was like zzz... Feel so shameful of myself..

After exam, i planned to sleep for 10+ hours to make my brain functional a bit.. So, after having my dinner at 6pm, i studied my homeostasis notes(almost fallen asleep), hand-washed my clothes, bathed n slept at 10pm...

N seriously, i slept for 12 hours.. How great.. Woke up at 10am this morning... Studied another set of notes-nervous system.. When i was studying that notes, i kept on scolding myself.. ROLE OF SODIUM.. I read it so frequently but couldnt answer it.. Ish...

Tmr will be my biology paper 5.. Have no idea wat to study actually.. Thats why im here while looking at the past year papers..

4 more papers to go n i'll officially free! Im still so relax now.. Stress, i need you urgently... Come, come, come! I wont blame you..

Oh ya, will go for cameron trip after exam.. 3 days 2 nights with my secondary classmates.. Im so lazy to go actually.. Im broke d.. Need sponsors! Anyone? Hehe..

Take care everyone.. Miss you!

computer noob blah blah-ing

2009-05-31T05:53:00.000-07:00

did u feel weird why recently i didnt post up any photos of mine?
it is not because that i have changed my bad habit of self-capture everyday...
let me tell u the reason...
because....... im growing so fat until i couldnt recognise myself in front of the mirror... gosh!
staying at home for almost 3 weeks already become like that...
i really couldnt imagine how i will become after exam.. i'll have almost 7 months of holidays! OMG!
ok... going to start my starving plan from tmr onwards...

hmm... i tried so hard to open my maple story today... it took my hours but still failed...
i downloaded the game client n extra patches.. but dunno why it still says that my file is corrupted... grrr...
me=computer noob really have no idea how to fix it... so i just left it aside n continue with my chem past year papers...
i really crave for it!
i miss it for ages!

exam is on-going n im still in holiday-mood...
how great am i...
im gonna fail to hit the conditional offer letter...
help!!!
is it possible for me to get straight A's?
praying hard...
n shall go n study now!!!
i had relax for 2 days! Kill me off please!

我看过飞轮海两次～晕～

2009-05-29T19:49:00.000-07:00

我不是飞轮海的歌迷，
我也不喜欢他们。
可是，
我看过飞轮海两次～
（滴汗中。。。）
昨天，
在被迫的情况之下，
陪妹妹去追星。
哇！那些人都是疯子~(很肯定的说）
签唱会9.00pm才开始，
听说有人从1.00pm就排队。
神经病！
我和妹妹咧，
就从7.00pm开始排。
妹妹说要近距离看～
话说，几乎8.30pm才有得进场地的。
重点是，场地里面是没有椅子的。
挤了进去也还是要挤～
告诉你，那时候的我是一肚子火，一团怨气在头上飘。
不说那些会让你permanently耳聋的尖叫声，
在那里，你绝对知道汗流浃背的意思。
当时确实想把全部歌迷打晕。
就不过四个男生罢了嘛，
兴奋什么？
又不是说超级无敌帅的那一型（除了吴尊啦～）。晕～
飞轮海到场时，
我和妹妹失散了。
她挤到很前面去了，
影都没有。
结果，
我连飞轮海的样子都没看清楚，
只忙着找妹妹。（找其实是不怎么适合的字，应该说是望）
唉，真是痛苦～
生不如死啊！！
我很确定的跟自己说，
我绝对不会再做这种事情了～（除非贺军翔来啦，我会再考虑看看）
老实说，
槟城的人比KL的人还疯狂耶～
上次去KLCC看他们的发布会的时候都没有留到半滴汗，
也没有如此震耳欲聋的尖叫声。
就算准准时间去也排蛮前面的。

PS：你们是不是有点想要去亲身体验我的悲惨经历咧？请把联络方式留下来。下次飞轮海来的时候，你们陪我妹妹去啦！嘻嘻～我就脱难咯～

im L-A-Z-Y

2009-05-25T03:06:00.000-07:00

im so lazy these days...
im enjoying my study break...
drama+online+blog+eat+sleep+study a few pages of notes...
im dying soon...
dont have the before-exam mood at all... ( im currently having after-exam mood...omg~ )
i need someone to scold me n motivate me...
who can do me this favour?
please... text me to encourage/ask me to study~~
i'll appreciate it a lot... :D

*Jocelyn's Moody Diary*

BYE~

23/12/2009

338

IWANTTOTRAVELAROUND!!

give me back my normal eye!

Dimples! not pimples~

无心插柳 part 1

Pain pain Pain

6 November 2009 (RAINY)

Dear Jennyfer....

counsellor needed!

LIFE IS...

3/11/2009

Zzz...

finally an awesome weekend

Happy Birthday Zheng Kang!

:'(

Happy Birthday to Steph

21/10/2009

Happy Birthday to my dearest Uncle Ivan!

Random

Sweet Dream

17-10-2009

16/10/09

15/10/2009

S-L-E-E-P

I love gatherings!

Thank to Disted!

High heels

haizz

花语

03102009

Happy Mooncake Festival!

02102009

History will repeats itself....

grumble again

280909

260909

250909

I'm sick

230909

bad luck

I wont break my promise anymore..

2nd post of the day.. crazy!

160909

Finally a cheerful post...

130909

Virus! shoo!

等待。报应

090909

090909

KL trip part 2

KL trip part 1

突发奇想 PART 1

24/8/09

23/08/09

Happy Birthday to 20th Aug babies..

20/08/09

another "ah beng ah seng"...

15/8/09

Being Rejected~

11/8/09

Judgement Day

weekends

07.08.09

5/8/09

Bad Girl's Diary

TRIPS!

UpdateS

short updates

looking for job!

25/6/2009

I need them!

My sweet weekend!

mixed feelings

我

7th day of holidays

just a simple n lazy update

Mission completed!

Jocelyn's Moody Diary