Result report... :P ( memalukan saja)

Aiks... My bio assessment for chapter two get 93% only... haizz... got 2 ppl get full marks... feel so bad...

My malaysian studies leh... get 42/50... ermm... not bad lar.... can pass in final gua i think... hehe...

Yesterday night slept at 1.30am... coz alexis they all came for house visit... hahax... so we chat chat chat until 1.00am... now my brain is totally blank... i think shall stop here... n stop crapping... if not i'll get cursing later by u all... :P

PS: If u r free, go http://eternal-friendships-forever.blogspot.com to see a great ART of me n friends...

**分手的季节**

口白：我突然发现我们不适合。不如，我们分手吧！

每个人对爱情都有憧憬
却不是每个人对爱情都很珍惜
在一起的甜蜜
很容易就烟消云散
当初的热恋
如今的陌生

七月 突然成为分手的季节
情侣们分开了
七月 突然成为情侣的日历里
不详的季节
是月份的问题
还是问题根本存在？

OH~~ 我不懂爱
因为我没有爱过
可是我知道
爱没有绝对
爱应该珍惜
轻易地说分开
轻易地说在一起
爱情不是一场游戏

不是场游戏
不要容易分离
请不要在这分手的季节
轻易地说分离
我不舍

Blue monday

Rou is here again... Its blue monday... I got a bad headache bcoz of not enough of sleep...zzZ... I slept this evening for 1 hour n woke up by Mr Loh's message... Grr... Caused me to have headache now...

I didnt speak a lot today... Maybe im too tired n sleepy... but i have tonnes of things waiting me to finish... Argh...Why my life is so so so busy n tiring... I wanna rest!!! I wanna go shopping!!! I wanna go watch movie!!! I wanna go for a vacation!!! I wanna play, play n play!!! Haizz... These are dreams that wont be come true so soon... haizz... sad...

cannot think of anything to continue my post d... headache become more serious now... haizz... have to go n study my dearest Bio n Chem... Maths test soon somor... Haizz... *Dying state*....

NS vs Astro Talent Quest

Rou is here again... Doing nth but just blogging... What to blog today leh? Hmm... Lets talk about NS( National Service )... huh? so boring topic meh? nonono...it wont be a boring one... Lets continue....

This morning, my mom told me that NS list might be released d... coz she heard sth bout NS in the radio... OMG... But after checking the website of PLKN, i felt relief... Nth there... hiew... So nervous...

For new readers: You may feel curious why im so scare about NS? Of coz fearful lar... Im year 1991 de ma...

But, i must be prepared now... mentally prepared... NOT physically... ( coz i dont want to go )... I duwan to turn crazy when i see the result... Pray hard... PLEASE DONT LET ME GET IT... PLEASE...

If i get also nvm... I can postpone... hahax... Im studying now d ma... Yes! this is another benefit of PTS babe... hahax... jealous leh... choi choi choi... wont get one.... dont think bout postpone lar...

Change topic... Yesterday is Astro Talent Quest 2008 Final... I watched n felt really angry about the result... Why Debbie didnt get the first? She got the appearance n potential to become a singer... Please lar... I cannot see the future of that TB... Dunno how the judge choose one... All the Taiwan judges chose Debbie n all the Malaysia judges chose TB... Haizz... no wonder Malaysia dont have many famous singer lar... bcoz those so called 资深音乐人dunno how to choose n train someone who are suitable to become singer... sobx... luckily my dream isnt to become a celebrity... hahax...

Shall end here... see ya in the next coming post... byez...

Rynn Lim coming to Raintown!

Tonight!!! Its tonight! Rynn Lim is coming to Taiping for a concert... I sound so excited... hahax... but i didnt go lar... why? because i have others thing to do lor... n i dont like to squeeze with others... thats my reason for not going... but i listened the whole album of Rynn Lim d... Hmm... Its quite a nice one... especially the 1st song--干物女... really cutie... :D this is the song:

干物女
词曲: 林宇中
演唱: 林宇中

为了一根草 鲜花变黑藻
舍弃了倾城的美貌
不保养 不逛 不化妆
想他就睡到饱


干物女 走不出情伤
八点档 看到泪汪汪
他说的谎 满满塞着窗
房间早就没阳光


我来为你拆墙 拆掉满间荒凉
久违的凉爽 喝我炖的热汤
分手的伤口不痛不痒


我要每个天亮 绑架你去闲逛
天黑看月光 我爱你 蹈火赴汤
换你瞬间开朗


干物女 走不出情伤
门关上 独自零食趴
没那么灰暗 别那么傻
让我当你的的阳光


我来为你拆墙 拆掉满间荒凉
久违的凉爽 听我弹弹唱唱
唱一首 你知道我在等你吗


我要每个天亮 绑架你去闲逛
天黑看月光 我爱你 蹈火赴汤
换你瞬间开朗


用你的漂亮 用你的光芒 换我瞬间开朗

hope u all will like it... n to my dearest jiuhu... enjoy yrself tonight! i miss u a lot!

FooD

A lame question to ask:" we live to eat or live to eat?" it sounds lame but actually it is meaningful... Thy shall eat to live... This is most of the people's answer... but... Some of the people, including me, think that we shall live to eat...

All over the world, there are so many types of food to eat... If we are eat to live, we wont go n search for those delicious food.. We will accept all types of food, no matter how disgusting it looks like or how horrible is the taste of it... why shall we live if every day's meal is a suffer n boring...

Uh-huh... shall we live to eat? Yes! of course! the "eat" here doesnt means that we shall eat a lot of things inside our small stomach... But, we should eat delicious food n a variety of food... This will definitely make our life more meaningful + interesting...

If u dont agree with me, try to imagine now... You are eating roti canai every single day for 3 months... THIS IS SO CALLED EAT TO LIVE... u just need to eat n not fussy with yr food at all... dont u think it is a terrible life?

why Rourou is discussing bout food here? bcoz i really miss Taiping food a lot... hahax... although im in taiping now, i still can think of tonnes of food to eat b4 i go back to penang... hahax... maybe thats why im fat... :P I ate curry puff, leng chee kang n mummy's cooking just now... so satisfied with my lunch at 4.20pm after my breakfast at 6.50am... maybe i starved just now... thats why everything looks delicious to me... hahax...

Yesterday, i ate McD french fries... wow.. so happy... i dreamt of it for weeks d... Thanks to one of our classmate--- "BAK BAK" for fetching us there... somor drvie thro n bought 50 over ringgit of McD... I JUST BOUGHT FRIES ONLY... :( bcoz i still couldnt really eat chicken yet... haizz.... sobx... Its my first time experience for buying McD in car n sitting friend's car in Penang... wah... yesterday was so memorable for me... :D

Im not awake for 24-7 coz im nt superman

well, today i finished my bio chapter 2 assessment... erm... how difficult it is? without looking the result, i shall say it is quite EASY if u study lar... but i should not be so confident to myself lar... coz i know whenever i feel some confident, the result will be very terrible...

Honestly, Rourou is having tension now... Really stress recently... have to catch up my chemistry and biology... somor have to study for maths test on 6/8/08... 2 days before holiday... swt... I cant sleep at every night... But sad to say, i couldnt wake up every morning also... :P Im just... Too WEIRD... am i?

Since 2 days before, i started to rush to the toilet very very often to "ahem"... what is "ahem" means? "pang sai" lar... :P sorry for being too rude by using this word... okok, as a biology student, i shall say "defaecation" ... i went toilet for 10 times in 2 days for this!!! gosh... crazy right? i wonder i kept my faeces too much in my body until my large intestine is full of faeces or wat...

But, surprisingly, after my bio test, i didnt go to toilet until now d... erm... am i too stress bout that test? but i really didnt feel the stress for this particular test wor... hmm... shall think of it... maybe could do a research or experiment bout it... lolz...

Finally i can online in my room this week... feel so happy... so decided to tell u all the story of a bad gay in this post in mandarin...

我们总是不明白
为何有些人
可以那么自私自利
“天真”的以为别人能接受
即时别人生气
也感受不到那股燃烧中的火焰
是你太迟钝吗？
还是你根本就不想去理？
可能你是半男不女的关系
可惜，
就算你是半男不女，
我也为男生们及女生们伤心
因为
你应该会影响任何一个性别在别人眼中的气质和EQ
同样的
我为我自己感到伤感
为什么会认识到这样一个人
命运真会作弄人。。
悲哀。。
可是，
我决定
找个机会和你大吵一架
然后互不相干
这应该会是一件值得庆祝的事。。。
我希望
这一天的到来
那我才不用整天无端端被一个半男不女骂
问我问题变成责备我
真是的。。。

Hmm... Finally i express all my feelings in a more poetry form... clever leh... (amat perasan) really sorry to all who doesnt understand or read chinese.... Here are the simplified english version:

I really dont understand why our Earth got this type of selfish people existing...
They thought others can accept their selfishness...
but, why shall others bear with it?
when people are angry with him,
he wont feel the anger of others...
still dare to talk to people in his selfish style of talking...
maybe u r not a true man or a true woman...
even "pondan" also wont want you to be in their group...
i shall say boys n girls will feel so shame that u r half of their sex...
u r trying to affect boys n girls' images in the society...
At this moment,
i feel really sorry for myself...
why i go n make friend with such kind of people with such kind of character?
sad case...
BUT,
i decided to find a chance
to start a quarrel with u
to end our so called friendship...
then
i wont be scolded by a "pondan" everyday when u r trying to ask me question but in turn scolding me...
hopefully,
the day will come as soon as possible...
n i shall celebrate it in a grand way...

hmm... going back to taiping tmr... hahax.. happy n sad... happy bcoz i can meet all my family members... sad bcoz i couldnt finish studying... what should i do then? Dont care lar... go back to my home sweet home 1st... coz i know Dong-Dong will miss me... ( Dong-Dong: jangan perasan lar u... )

k lar... shall end here... see u all in the next post... tata... muackss... lots of love...

To be or not to be

To be an actuary or not? Questions popping out in my mind... I love maths but shall i go n study Actuarial Science course bcoz i want to become actuary n waste my time for 10 years after graduated? No no no... I duwan... I duwan to depend on my parents when im 30 year-old... Hmm... But, my dream cannot be cancelled like this... This is the only dream i can thought of for tha 17 years of life in the Earth... Ya lor, cannot give up my dream n ambition( izit? ) like this lar...

Did anyone know how to take the test for Actuarial Science? Must have what qualification n got what requirement?

Need yr help now... To be or not to be an actuary depends on your reply...

000[[[333

should n shouldnt, I hate him like poison... everyday when i see his face, i really feel that why im so unlucky to be in the same class with him... thy shall know who r u if u read this blog...

yesterday, he scolded me in a damn sissy way... oh gosh... i really dunno how to describe that anger to kill him off or make him disappear from this world... ok... calm down... i should write sth happy in this blog from next post onwards... sorry if u all feel bad when reading my blog... :D

"TWINS"

NEWS: I found someone who really act like one of our friends.... INTERESTED WITH IT? please continue reading...


In my college, in my class, there are one guy who really act like our friend, Mr Raymond... You may start guessing which Raymond I mention here... well... continue reading n get the answer u want... :D

The appearance and height is different for both of them.... Others, almost the same... Its true... Firstly, he is brainy... His brain is full of general knowledge... When he is doing his presentation, we asked his group whether can tell us the history of terrorism... He tell the whole story to us without refer to anything.... I think u get the answer now...

Secondly, he likes to sleep in class...

Thirdly, he doesnt like to smile... if smile also without showing out his teeth... Just when sometimes someone crack a big joke only he will smile with teeth....

Luckily, he is dont have the height as that Mr Raymond... N their appearance is totally different... If not, i really will thought they are TWINS... hahax... I really feel like wanna ask him whether he know who is Mr Raymond or not... hahax....

Another thing is, that guy drive a really really old fashion car to college.... The oldest car among the cars... This is another point not so same as our friend only....

Is it interesting? Wanna know more bout that guy? Sorry, i havent mix around with him... If he become my friend in the future, i will try to upload his pic here... hahaha....

PS: I doubt Mr Raymond will comment me with "................"... :P

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Hohoho.... Rourou is back to Taiping again.... came back with joanne by bus yesterday.... the thing that make me angry is we cant get the 1.30pm when we reached the bus station at 12.30pm.... grr.... we sat there n waited for 2 hours.... we somor just ate sandwich for our breakfast+lunch.... i doubt u can imagine how hungry are we...

While Im waiting there... Joanne met her fren n i met my friends too! I met shirlyn, yan ran and her friends... I know who are them lar... just dunno their name... lolx... shirlyn told me bout her life in AIMST and i told her bout that stupid guy.... hahax... yan ran is going to be a teacher in the future... I get a shock when i know it... coz i tot she is studying form 6 in hua lian... hahax....

Then, around 2.05pm, after we went to toilet n prepared to go to the bus, we saw that stupid guy! woah... we really get a shock n being speechless....

now, if u r not a disted-stamford june intake student or my friends who r being disturbed by him, u might not know who i mean... who is stupid guy? hmm.... last time, i not dare to say one.... after his stupid action, i shall tell the whole world... he is 000[[[333.... who is him? get hints from the name i give him lar... I got tonnes of story bout him to tell... but sorry im busy today... will tell the whole story after my MQA test n bio test... which i think is this thursday... looking forward to that post? YES, I AM!!!

I miss u guys... will meet some of my friends tonight... :D byebye...

LOVE

Don’t be so surprise with the title lar… Rourou is still single and available… hahax… recently, I fall in love with my biology lab… Because I seems like very pro there as I can view a lot of slides and draw out what I see n somor can measure the cells… Wow… feel so good there…. Have new experience which I couldn’t get in secondary school…. And, I quite like the lecturer… maybe she always asked others to refer to my drawings gua… hehe… im the lucky one who get those clear slides…. :D

I also fall in love with my statistics class…. The lecturer is very funny… She can talk very loudly but she isn’t fierce nor strict… she always joke with us in class… For example, one day, her leg was painful n she have to walk very slowly to the class… She told us the reason… “ you know what ar, that day hor, I “ki hiao” n wear high heels into lectures n stood for 6 hours… you see! Now my leg so painful d…. “ all of us laughed… Where got lecturer/women will say herself “ hiao” (miang) one? Hahax… Since that day, almost every Monday( which we will have our Stats lecture n tutorial ), she will say she will pretend “hiao hiao” in front of her husband…. Not the kind she face us one…. Therefore, none of us hate Stats… Everyone is looking forward for her class n we really understand what she taught us…. Appreciate this lecturer…. :D

Hmm… Chu Sun left Disted today…. He withdraw n going back to sixth form…. But hor, he still come n ask me why I don’t want to go local university…. Haiz…. I really dunno what kind of mind he got…. No wonder he said Mr. Ooi scolded him that wanna do a decision also use a long time… Secretly tell u…. if I were Mr. Ooi, I will scold him 3 days 3 nights non-stop…..

*Prom Night*

Today, while we were having our lunch at the cafeteria, someone came to ask us whether want to go for Prom Night a.k.a. Disted Ball or not... We just smile at her n asked her bout the price... she said... " As we are having fund-raising, for this week, the ticket sell at Rm55... It is cheap! Go lar... you can see guys wearing tux n girls wear so prettily... oh ya, have to wear formally and must suits the theme of the prom which is THE ROYAL AFFAIR... want to join us?" The royal affair!!! No semi-formal are allowed... must wear very "hiperbola"... please lar... although AS YOU SAY, the ticket is CHEAP, but i have to buy gaun, make up and style my hair... Please lar... Im not rich... N recently im broke.... SO SO SO, i decided not to go lor... hehe... Coz during that time is my 1 week break... i rather stay with my family than wasting money there lor... Plus, i dont like that type of occasion...

With many many reasons floating on my mind, i decided not to go... But we told that girl we are going to consider about it as Joanne wants to go so much.... hahax... She gave us stickers n asked us help them to promote... we "sure" will promote de... hahax...

This is how the sticker looks like....

But actually, im quite interested with what those girls will wear there... Sure very pretty one.... Jealous jealous.... they are rich to go there... hahax....

I saw Inti Ball's photo of my friend in her friendster... They dressed up until so nice.... in fact, b4 they dressed up , they already very very pretty d lar... :D miss them a bit....

PS: i washed my hair n it looks better than yesterday(perasan saja...) hahax.... see:

Posing or act cute? whatever... :P

SUNDAY ( night )

Deng Deng! See? After 12 hours only, i've changed my hairstyle... Comment by myself ar.... Hmm.... Looks more mature ( which i dont like.... ) .... and dunno how will it become tmr lar... hehe... thought of going to wash my hair for the second time of the day... But i really scare... So..... Decided to be a smelly girl tmr.... as beauty come 1st for me.... :D

Have to bath n study d.... will update my blog more frequently bout my hairstyle lar... hahax... will tell u all how ugly it become n how ugly rourou become.... :P

SUNDAY ( morning )

I woke up at 10.30am today... :P im now very energetic... hahax... i planned to go n trim my hair later... im still considering.... scare later become very ugly n dunno how to go to college with that hair style... Actually now my hairstyle is ady very ugly d lar... erm... i think should be ok de gua... will upload photos at night if i trim my hair... hahax....

Yesterday mummy called me n told me that Taiping rain for 3 days continuously d... Just like last 2 weeks where the flood happened... I perasan that the rain will fall heavily when i didnt go back to Taiping... hahax... Whenever i go hor, the place will seldom rain... why? im not that sunshine wert...

k lar, will upload my photo with new hairstyle later...

Women are better politicians than men...

***WEDNESDAY***

Finished my presentation on wednesday d... The topic is "women are better politicians than men"... we have to tell our opinion... My group consider of just 3 ppl.... All girls... Pyng, joanne and me... Guess we will talk bout women are better leh? Hahax... you are wrong! We chose a most safe side... We think women and men are equally good... Actually, this is trying to avoid kena bom by either female classmates or men classmates... In fact, we still get a lot of questions from the boys when joanne was talking about why men are better politicians and why men are bad...

Bout my section, i think i've done a bad job... I shivered for the whole presentation... Even my pronounciation also keep on fluctuated... haizz... then, i didnt face my classmates while im presenting bcoz im too nervous d... I FACE THE PAPER! gosh... i feel really sorry for my friends...

****THURSDAY****

We managed to come back to hostel at around 3 sth pm... quite nice... BUT... we talked with our friends for about 3 hours ++... Then, they planned to go KFC for dinner... I cooked my porridge d... N they say got 毛毛雨, so i didnt go with them... N i lend my umbrealla to them... :D So kind lar me... Another reason im not going there bcoz my housemate came back d... So i dont have to stay alone at home...

I asked joanne to buy me cheezy wedges for dinner... mana tahu it became my supper since they came back quite late... Coz pyng went to trim her hair... Then after i took my bath, i walked to see her hair... :D kepo... she was talking with alexis they all... so i also talk with them together.... I love to gossip recently... :P

*****FRIDAY*****

Today, I've done my chemistry experiment badly... haizz... cant get consistent result... sad... maybe i sit in front of the lecturer n panick gua... my hand shaking when im performing the experiment... coz the lecturer is really strict... she will start to scold when sth gets wrong... Luckily she didnt scold me just now... but she got tell me my mistakes...

12pm, our class finished... But we have to wait for 4 hours for 4pm shuttle back to hostel... Joanne going back today... Just left me n shuh pyng in the house nia... N the whole block is empty... 2 of us + 2 sabah guy i think....

i slept for 2 hours just now when Loreal came to our house... I didnt talk with them as im really really tired n exhausted... I slept... Suddenly, my uncle's call woke me up... sedihnya... im dreaming sth that time one ar.... coz it is almost 7pm d... i didnt cook today... we went out to buy chee cheong fun for dinner... im quite addicted to it since it is quite different from taiping's chee cheong fun....

Then, on the way there, we passed by pasar malam... gosh... got sell so many things.... food, clothes, pirated cds... when i can eat chicken and everything after this month, i'll go pasar malam for my dinner... hehehe...

k lar... end here... this post sounds quite weird to me n i doubt for u too... :P sorry for letting u feel disgusting... :D will post sth normal n formal soon... nites...

ＰＡＮＤＡ。。。

ＰＡＮＤＡ小姐的劝告：
各位朋友，请不要熬夜。。。
我就是个很好的例子。。。
皮肤开始变差。。。
黑眼圈超级超级重。。。
必须靠眼镜来遮掩。。。
对一个女生来说，
真的是最丑最丑的时候。。。
可是，
厉害的是，
我明天ＰＲＥＳＥＮＴＡＴＩＯＮ。。。
要用ＰＡＮＤＡ　ＥＹＥＳ去呈现。。。
实在太丢脸了。。。
我现在还不能去睡觉。。。
有一堆的功课等我去完成。。。
唉。。。
祝我成功吧！

Stress...

This 2 weeks... Gosh... So many things to finish... general paper presentation and pengajian malaysia ujian(50% for final)... help... im sleepy... but i still blog... u see how i addicted to this blog? hahax...

end of this month have to pass up pengajian malaysia folio and do presentation bout it somor... haiyo... a-levels life really damn stressful... sleepless night... thats why... i seldom go back taiping... twice a month... coz i really really tired... i need to rest during my weekends n study revise what lecturer taught... but, i really really miss my family... i didnt go n find mother-side grandparents last weekend... "bu xiao sun nv"... :P

PS: will upload a few pictures soon... coz i want to sleep now d...hehe... nitez...

BIOLOGY CHAPTER ONE ASSESSMENT

last thursday, i done my biology chapter one assessment... thank Buddha it is an easy one... but i still didnt score full marks... grr.... angry... blame myself for thinking too much... i get 30.5/32 marks... highest in class but same mark with one guy... :(

I reached taiping....

Today, our chemistry lab lecturer dismissed us earlier... about 20 minutes earlier... thats why, we managed to get the 1.30pm bus ticket back to taiping... wahaha... so happy when i reach home with a hungry stomach... i ate home-cooked food... miss the taste so much... erm... finger licking good... :D

Then, i went to find grandma n grandpa after fetch my mom n sis to hua lian high school... they r going for a dinner... n i decided not to go... coz i cannot eat anything there n will just suffer there... i duwan... i prefer go other places rather than suffering there... i miss those delicious food... 1 more month to go... so sad...

i ask a very disgusting question to my parents... "i grow fat d hor?" hahax... they say i grow thinner a bit.. i didnt feel so leh... hmm... dunno... have to diet when i go back there d...

im sleepy now... but have to print out those past year questions... yawning... tmr have to wake up early... i duwan to waste my time in taiping with sleep n dream... :D

tmr will be meeting up with ee xian, zhong yi n zhen ying if possible... so happy... :D will take photos for sure... hope they will take with me lar... :)

i quite like this pic lar... but the feeling is a bit a-hem... weird... hahax...cRaZY d... pIn mY hAiR lik3 That... looks so weird...

worry....

Tomorrow will have a small test for Biology Chapter 1... feel a bit worry about it... although i studied it twice d... have to study the 3rd time tonight... so that my marks wont be ungraded(U)... wish me lucks!