Preparing... kinda a big process

Yesterday night, i started to keep my clothes... I almost brought every clothes that no need to iron... hahax... coz im not bringing iron there n dunno there got supply iron for me or not... so, to play safe, i didnt bring them...

I gonna bring a big n small case... Coz i have too many clothes to bring... The two cases are a part of my things only... I still gonna bring my laptop, pail, hair dryer, kettle, pillow, blanket, toothbrush, bags,biscuits... A lot of things gonna bring... I wonder how i can put everything into the car...

Hmm... Tonight got something to do... Can meet up my friends... Hooray!!!

I passed...

I passed my car test without happiness... Sobx... Dunno what to say... Just remain speechless... Anyone can cheer me up?

pray hard

Last time, when i heard my friends talking bout their nervous car test experience, i'll laugh at them... Car test nia ma... Got so scary meh? Deng! Deng! Deng! Deng! Its my turn to take the test now... I think im worse than them... I start to worry about it since the clock showed 2.00pm today... 24 hours left... Now lagi teruk... Its 2100... that means, still 17 hours left... oh my god... Its closer n closer... My heart pumps faster n faster... Yor, i cant stand the heartbeat of mine d lar... calm down calm down... take a deep breath... (inhale..... exhale....)

I MUST PASS tmr! I wanna have my P before i go to college... Pray pray pray... Please let me pass tmr... I need the P!!!

Reluctantly...

I gonna start packing my things d... But, im packing them very reluctantly... In a tortoise pace... Honestly, i really 不舍得 everything lar... Especially yesterday, when i went to grandma's house to accompany grandma n grandpa... I kept watching Ah Long Pte Ltd... After watching, grandma started to give me some advice... bout how to take care myself lor... I know she is very worry about me... Coz, i never leave home to go so far de place before ma... somor im their 千金leh...

Today, early in the morning, 外婆came to my house... she said she wanna "keng kai" with me... coz im leaving d... But, i gonna go for driving lesson, so she went back after 3 hours i think...

Few days back, sis asked me when will i come back after i go to study... Dunno why, i cried... bo yong de... Lately, my tears will easily dropped out... Haizz... I MUST BE TOUGH... i told myself... :D

Latest edited pic...

Actually these pics took with my web cam... So, not high quality... but after edited, still boleh tahan gua... :D Hmm... These pics showed sth... I AM WHO I AM...

Im freak of PINK! ^>^

D3ng! D3ng! D3ng! D3ng! Feel fresh when u read this blog leh... hahax... Maybe, u will murmured to yourself now... "Pink again... siao... " hahax... I admit that im freak of pink... Everything wanna pink... U will murmured again... "why hello kitty?" hmm... no reason... coz my favourite cartoon is winnie the pooh.. but he is not pink in colour...=_=''' so, just put hello kitty... :D ( smell sth... sweat de bi sor... hahax)

Hope u all will like this template lar... The main reason i changed the template is--- I try to avoid from green colour... Lately, im a bit superstitious after my accident... Im trying to avoid wearing black, blue n green clothes... ( coz i wear green stripes t-shirt when i banged lorry) hahax... luckily i like bright colours... so, it doesnt matter lar... So, when i wanna update my blog today, i saw the green colour... hmm... feel like wanna change it away... so, i just press a few clicks... CHANGED!!! Pinkish blog appear! :D

Happy :D

I went for my driving lesson this afternoon... I drove quite smoothly... Still made some mistakes, but i think i can do better next lesson... :D

I met Jeffrey there... He had his lesson today also... Now i know why exian dont want to meet friends when she drive d... hahax... That day( few days before) i also met Jeffrey there... Then, he told me that my face was very tensed... =_=''' That day im really nervous, i admit it... Today, he learnt parking n those things today... hahax... his face also very tensed... He cant laugh at me today d... :D ( Jeffrey, right?)

After my lesson, i went to my shop lor... Met Khai Ven there! :D She came to take the cake i made for her... Then, we went shopping together with my mom n aunt... Chat for a long time... When i came back that time she is still there chatting with mummy... :D

PS: Really miss my friends....

I made an icing cake today... :D

Today, i woke up at 12.00... an usual time i wake up... if i have driving lesson, i'll straight away bath n go there d... hehe... Since today i dont have anything to do, i just bake a cake... Guess, what cake i baked?? Its BLACK FOREST CAKE... but, it looks really ugly... coz i dont know how to spread the icing as though the cake shop does... When u see the whole cake, u will find it very ugly... If u cut it into pieces, its still ok lar... A bit like professional... ( praising myself... :P) Will upload the photo of my cake cake soon... hahax...

I hate driving!!!

This afternoon, i went for my driving lesson again... Oh gosh, its tough for me... coz im very tension while i drive... N, i always forgot which is left hand side n which is right hand side in hokkien... Im so confused when i learn PARKING... So, i memorized a phrase for myself :" left, right, right" I felt that uncle was so "pek cek" with me... my TIGA PENJURU is the best... But, still always "死火"... haizz... sweat de bi sor... ( recently a very popular phrase among our friends ) Then, come to the part of MENDAKI BUKIT... the most terrible part... I can stop at the right part but when i need to go down, its terrible + a bit horrible... Either i slipped down from the slope or "死火"there... I can see my uncle's eyes... Burning with fires... N disappointment...

Of coz, I also felt very bad... I learnt these things yesterdays for 4 times d... But still, I cant do it well... My JALAN RAYA worse... I always forgot to put signals, cant control my steering while i change my gear... somor, when i see cars in front of me, my heart will pump very fast... just like the feeling before i banged the lorry...

I told my mom, if i go n have my car test tmr, i'll sure fail... maybe the 1st session also fail d... Driving is really tough for me now... After my lesson of 2 hours, i walked out of the car... u know wat... im shivering... my hands were ice-cold... 腿软... haizz... I HATE DRIVING!!! But i have to learn... Coz, mummy say, nobody, even yr husband will drive u in n out everyday... No matter how good is the public transport... haizz... Next lesson is on Wednesday... 2 hours again... Im dying...

New pics...

I found that i didnt upload my pics my a few weeks d... Hmm... I admit that im lazy... hahax...

I took this pic last sunday b4 i went to pc fair... its too bored while waiting...

Dong dong in bad mood...6.15am in the morning... Prepare to go nilai with sleepy face... :(

I bought a lot of things today... Coz im going to live in hostel next next saturday... sobx... no friends there... Everything gonna face by myself... Luckily I still have my uncle as my coursemate... :D He had prepared everything... But for me, i still dunno wat to prepare... Coz... My room is soooooo small... N soooooo many things to bring... Funny... haizz... I wanna meet up with all my friends before i leave... i wanna take lots of photos with friends... so that i wont be too bored there...

I dont wanna leave...

Today, I went to Inti Nilai n registered for the AUP course... N, i also booked for the hostel... Unfortunately, they just left a few twin-sharing air-cond rooms... haizz... when i went to the show room, im totally sweating... ^_^''' Its a very very simple room... N, the corridor just like rubbish site... I gonna stay there for years... OMG... Somor dunno who is my roommate... yor... i wanna stay alone lar... i duwan roommate!!! but, nobody can help... haizz... somor my future room dont have a toilet... gonna go to the public toilet... yucks...

Now, i totally agree with "dont judge a book by its cover"... The campus is really nice... Like hotels... The hostels blocks also very nice... But inside... Faint! Im going to enroll on 3rd of May... I dunno what should bring along also... Maybe tonnes of locks... hahax...

最美丽的第七天

前阵子, 我追完这部戏... 场景蛮浪漫的,故事也蛮感人... 可能是这阵子看太多戏了,所以没有什么感觉... 我想,大多数人看了都会落泪吧...(我猜的啦!) 但是,我觉得,这部戏没有《天幕下的恋人》好看...可能是续集吧... 对它的期待比较高...

虽然我很喜欢这部戏, 但是, 我并不希望自己会经历想主角们的爱情... 我不要酱凄美的恋爱...(哈哈, 轮不到我讲要不要...) 我依然有着小女孩般对恋爱的憧憬...(你心里应该在骂我说,"太幼稚了吧!" 呵呵, 我就是酱幼稚... 谁叫我的恋爱次数保持得酱好? 零咧... 和我同年龄的人,应该都会赢我吧... :D 你说是不是?) 爱情是什么? 等我有经验了再跟你讲吧... 哈哈...

芒果＋黄梨＝？

昨天，我把家里黄澄澄的水果都吃了几口，结果，从昨天晚上就一直往厕所跑... 唉...

今天,新车来了...不知道为什么,东东好像很想念那辆WIRA...唉呀!我忘记帮WIRA拍照留念...噢,我忘记跟他say goodbye啊...

今天七早八早就被电话铃声吵醒...看到有三个MISSED CALLS...然后打去留言信箱... 哪里知道只听到那个人骂一句很粗很粗的粗话..."是谁酱早就酱口臭?" 原来,是教车的UNCLE...跟我说几时学车... OMG...恶梦又来了...不知道我的罗里恐惧症好了没有,能不能驾车...

PS: 以后千万不要吃黄梨+芒果... 后果真的很痛苦... :P

踩我?哼!

刚刚妈咪说她被人家"踩"... 因为我没有拿到matriculation... 妈咪告诉他/她说,"反正我女儿都不要的啦..." 你知道他/她怎么说吗? "你以为酱容易拿到的咩? 现在你连不要的机会都没有咯!"

敢踩我妈咪就等于踩我... 哼!就算你拿到又怎样? 又不是全世界第一名校啦!谁稀罕!虽然我很久很久以前就说过就算我拿到我也不要去...但你不可以拿这个point来踩我!没有拿到又不会死掉啦... 早知道就不要酱听话去申请... 你才没有机会"假厉害"...

Matriculation list is out....

This morning, when i signed in my msn, everyone start to ask me the same question, " do u get matrik?" Its funny... All of them so 心灵相通... :D I tried to check myself but the site lagged... So, i gave my ic number to my friend n waited for the answer... Fail! Its the answer... Then everyone ask me my feelings... i told them i feel a bit happy... at least, i didnt waste a place of our race...

But, i started to worry about my JPA... Every application gave me the same answer--- F-A-I-L... hmm... just like playing cards... I have the only last 王牌(dunno there is a chance to get it or not)... hopefully i wont be so 可怜lar... Dont let me fail everything lar... 人的自信心不能受创这么多次的... Hopefully i can get lar...

Whatever is the result of JPA... I decided to go n study 1st... 我做了最坏的打算... I think most probably im going to Inti Nilai... Haizz... Actually im very worry now... I gonna face everything myself in around 10+ days time... Somor no friends at Nilai... haizz... Im going to be very very very independent... OMG... I need friends!!! Grrr.....

Gonna find a way out...

OMG... I heard the sound of my heart broken into pieces... My face is so reddish today... Dunno what happen... Then, i go in front of the mirror n look carefully... I saw something that i never see b4... A baby pimple... PIMPLE!! what? how can this happen?

Aftering thinking out the reason why there is a pimple on my face, i found sth... During this weekend, i didnt drink much water... Therefore, it pops out... Wah... Just 2 days only wor... Why so fast popped out de... Grrr... Feel sad n angry... Kek si wa liao lar.... Aiyo, tmr going to ipoh with friends somor... sobx....

I went Ipoh for my weekend!

I spent my weekend at Ipoh... but, dont misunderstood... I went there twice... ( Sat once then Sun once lar of coz)...

Saturday, i just went ipoh a while only... Just for my dinner after i went to Utar, Kampar with my daddy... I went to buy food for Dong Dong also... Coz he will only eat that brand... N that shop in Ipoh sold it with cheaper price... So, its usual for us to go there n spent around Rm80 for his snack... After buying dog's food, then we only go n eat human food... haha...

Sunday, i went there with mummy, auntie n my 明星妹妹(why i call her like that leh? although she wear very pretty ady, she will still ask me,"姐, 我穿得是不是很普通?" So, my auntie will call her 明星...hahax) Just went there for PC fair... Near my JPA interview place... It was so crowded there until no space to walk... Really big different with Taiping's PC fair... N, we met someone... Guess who is it? haha, my uncle's gf... She is working there... We were not sure whether is she or not... Coz i just saw her once nia( somor accidentally meet de... so cant really rmb)... Then i showed her to my aunt... Then, just to confirm she is, aunt went n ask her, " do u know who is XXX?" hahax... really funny... cant write too much... dunno my uncle will read my blog or not de... shh....

After coming back from ipoh, went tesco, taiping... Actually today aunt is playing with her new GPS in her car... We used GPS to guide us to the PC fair... Its funny... Dad is considering to buy one too for our new car...

OMG! so late d ar... going to sleep d... coz tmr promise mummy to go gym with her... dunno can wake up or not... :P goodnight everyone!

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Hmm... Yesterday, i think i made my friends feel "geram" of my act... Say "going" in the afternoon but say "sorry, im not going" at night... Dunno what they feel leh... Really sorry lar... I really dont wanna go... Actually i wanna go there n relax myself n cheer up myself de ma... But, i dont think i can make it now... Hope u all know what i mean lar... Coz, i know i shouldnt say that ppl again in my blog...

Im going to kampar today... To see the face of the lecturer... If i found its not suitable, i think most probably im going to inti nilai... Har?! I really gonna go USA ar? Will kena tembak de bo? Dunno leh... Its fate...

thanks everyone...

wah..i told my friends i met an accident yesterday... everyone was shocked n ask about my injury n how i met that accident... Thanks everyone! I know you all cares about me... Rourou is fine... In normal status... Still can talk, laugh, and of coz blogging here... I didnt bleed at all... luckily...

Mummy told me yesterday that the feng shui sifu who came to my house the day before had told her tat i'll met an accident but wont injured... no wonder when mummy fetch me back that time she said that sifu is very准lar... haizz...

Im glad that i've you guys as my friends... You all chat with me n comfort me...So, I already calm down myself n try to walk out from the mist... :D

Thanks to everyone include my family members who called n comfort me... I am tough now...

生平第一次...

今早, 我本来开开心心地去学驾车... 又在那里遇到 jxin, 还载她去jess的家... 以为, 今天一定可以学到很多东西... 怎知...

一开始就很不顺利, 一直死火... 因为我一直忘记要慢慢放clutch... haizz... 但是, 我依然驾得蛮快的... 60多KMJ... 第二次驾车竟然驾到酱快.... 现在回想也有点怕怕...

大约驾了半个钟, 我遇到罗里... 心就开始跳得很快很快... 旁边的阿伯竟然睡着了... 自己就想要把车停下来, 可是, 我不是很会刹车... 就酱, 我撞向一辆罗里的后面... 车镜全碎了... 车头也扁了... 幸亏, 我一点伤都没有... 阿伯也惊醒... 他顿时傻去... 然后, 和我换位, 载我回去... 他应该也没事...

我打电话给妈咪, 告诉她我出车祸了... 要她来载我... 我猜,她应该有吓到... 一上车, 我的眼泪一直飙出来... 哭到眼睛再也流不出眼泪了才停... 唉... 现在真的有点怕怕... 不知道还敢不敢驾车... 唉... 老天爷啊! 为什么会酱呢? 你为什么要让这件事发生在我身上呢? haizz....

部落格对我的定义...

我当blogger也蛮久了...
对我来说,
这是我发泄的地方,
也是我创作的地方...
我是诚实的,
当我面对问题....
我会老老实实地写出来...
可能,
有人看了会不爽...
但是,
我不会为了这样而改变...
如果我这样就改变自己,
这样这里再也不是个发泄的地方...
那样,
我不如买本日记自己写了然后埋起来...
这样就没有人会不爽...
我不会这样做!
我就是我
喜欢有自己的风格...
I am who I am...
I love blogging!!!

My new darling....

Hello! Its the time for me to introduce my new darling to you all.... Deng deng deng deng!!! I met him yesterday night... 一见钟情... I know, i cant live without him... He is handsome... Awesome! 可以遇到他是我一生中最大的幸福! hahax...

I can see his face everytime im bored... Feel so happy... :D Its the best present i've ever got... "He" is my new pink laptop!!! Hahaha... Let u all see his handsome face n fit body shape lar...
Thanks uncle for gifting me this BIG present.... thank you, thank you, thank you..... 我在此至上万二分的谢意....

I still yet to communicate with him... Will try tonight... hahax...

I cooked! Wow... Unbelievable...

I come to this world for 17 years... But i never try to cook a table of dishes... I've done this task for a few days d... Feel very proud of myself... hahax... I still remember the first time i fried an egg... Its terrible n horrible... I tried to fried it without oil... coz im really scare of hot oil.... then, the result of coz is bad n terrible... i had to clean the pan over n over... After that incident, i never go n cook myself d...

Since Monday, i started to learn cooking... All dishes that my mom wish to cook that day... Even include soup... Of coz, my mom is beside me n coaching me... :P The result still ok... Taste nice... But my sis warned me, not to cook anymore... haizz... but i didnt bother her... keep on cooking for the next day.. :D

Here is the dishes i cooked today... Nice leh... NOT just look nice, but taste delicious too!!! Believe me...

"Funny..."

Today, very funnily, i received a sms from an unknown person... i really dunno who is him.... The 1st msg to me: " 小姐,我可以与你交个朋友吗?" Then i ma reply him " funny... who are you?" he asked me to be friend with him... I asked him where he got my number lor... he said school magazine... ^_^''' sweat... he is the second unknown person who got my number from school magazine... regret... shouldnt put my handphone number de... should put house number.... haizz... i told him im not interested to be his fren plus my hp no credit lor... mana tahu dia kata, " no problem, i can send u credit if u r my fren"... sweat again...

He told me he is working now... then ask me whether im working or schooling... OMG.... im dying... Then i ask him how old is he lor... u know what he answer me??? 28 year-old... then i just reply him a word "Gosh..." Then no more sms from him d... haha...

I look so mature meh? 28 year-old de uncle sms ar... Feel like wanna kill myself... arh....

无言以对.....

变色龙的特质
总会惹人厌
它把自己保护得好好的
但人们观赏不到它的美

老鼠的肮脏
也一样讨人厌
它把它的个性坦荡荡的表露出来
但人们却觉得它肮脏

无论收藏或披露
人们一样不喜欢
这叫自相矛盾
这叫人心不足

我的决定
并不代表我认同
而是
我不想伤害
我不想影响大家
我坚信
总有人会支持我
只是
不知道何时才会出现....

难过....失望...

因为GATHERING 4/4/08 这篇文章,
我被众人炮轰....
他们怪我,
为什么要这样对他...
但是,
他们从来没有站在我的立场,
替我想想...
我也是你们的朋友,
不是吗?

你们不知道事情的来龙去脉,
所以,
你们会觉得我的态度很不友善...
我真的不知道从哪里说起
你们才会懂我的感受...
突然,
很想找个人帮我说说话,
可是,
人在哪儿?

我真的很难过,
我不想为了他和你们吵架,
但是,
佛都有火...
人的容忍度是有限的....
你们一直怪我,
越来越不喜欢我...
我感觉到的...

为了他,
失去你们,
真的很不值得...
我会找到人,
证明我不是很过分...
至少,
我没有骂他,
我只是不理他...
这样也错了哦?
不想看到他,
这样也是我的错?
全部都是我的错?
你们没有想过,
为什么我会这样极端吗?
你们真的那么不了解我吗?

雨～忆

总在雨天收到你的简讯
总在雨中听到你的声音
你是否知道我一直很期待
你的关心你的问候

我总不知这是什么关系
总在无聊时候想起了你
你是否知道我一直在期待
你会专注看我一眼

当风又吹起的时候
对你的回忆会否随风而去
不知道你当我是什么
总觉得我只是个过客

可能是我的怪异性格
影响了你对我的回忆...

"The End Of The World"

Why does the sun go on shining

Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more

Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love

I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does

Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye

Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye

Like to listen to this song... hope u all will enjoy it... its an old song... u know lar, i am a classical girl ma... :P

~Gathering ~04/04/08

Its rainy day.... Haizz... hate this type of weather... Make me feel down...

I were really hardworking today.... hahax.... praising myself.... I went to daddy's shop n gave my helping hand... Just for a few hours... But really many people... Coz of ching ming ma.... Many ppl from outstation came back... N came to my shop to buy stuffs lor.... The top sale, of coz, is the 香饼lar.... All of them bought a lot.... Some bought 10(the least), some 20, 30,...... I still remembered one customer ordered for 90 packets... wow.... scary... i wonder how he finished all.... hehe....

Then, i went back home lor... Help mummy to "bai bai", then got a call from aunt... She asked me what colour i want for my laptop.... Hmm... Its really hard to decide.... Red or pink.... Red seems like more mature... Pink so childish.... but i prefer pink leh.... then i scare every girls will taking pink, then when i go to college, it will no more be special.... FINALLY, i decided to take PINK.... Thanks uncle a lot.... coz its a present from him.... muackx....

After that, i mopped the floor n bathed my dong-dong.... He is really naughty... Always act cute in front of daddy n mummy but will bite me when they are not around.... haizz.... Its a great job to bath him.... Gonna bath, dry his fur, tie his fur.... It took me hours to finish the task...

Its 6pm d.... I went to have my dinner with my drama... Then, 1 hour gone.... Seems like sister is coming back... So, i quickly ran upstairs n took my bath.... Its 7 sth when im finished.... Oh... There's a gathering at Tai Hu... I almost forgotten.... Then i sat down n turned on my com.... Considering whether i wanna go or not... Hmmm.... Err.... Ermm...... I sms-ed shin to tell her im not going... Then she persuade me to go.... I ask who are going... dont have his name leh..... Then i ask jess the same questions... still the same... without his name... hahax... so happy.... then i went to change my "gai gai" clothes n went out with mom....

UNFORTUNATELY, 不想发生的事总会发生..... After i sat down n chat with xi jin n lin xin, i saw his face... Really cant believe what i saw... Its real... He sat beside XXX ( dont want to mention the name coz "he" will know im mentioning him when "he" read this post... shh... dont tell him ya....) OMG... luckily we were in different tables... im far away from him.... yeah!

During the gathering, we talked a lot.... Bout their NS life lar, bout the JPA interview lar.... N much more jokes.... really enjoy it.... I saw quite a big difference among my friends....Such as:

Chiun kang: became more talkative n can tell jokes tat can make us laugh.... ( not sweat ya....)
Wei kang: Still the same i think.... Just that his lips become normal d....
Thai lun: he loves our class very much... coz always wear our class t-shirt... never know that he loves the class so much during form 5... :D
Xian Jun: still the same i think.... Still that independent n pretty+tall....
hooi keng: just now argue with kck bout her mercedes... cute :P
Yin Shin: still that kind to everyone... hope that she will enjoy her NS life... coz i think she just went there for a few days only...
Jessica:I saw she changed her hp d... Maybe long time ago d, but i didnt notice lar... Still that cute n pretty....
Raymond Ong: Became a hip hop guy d... hahax... maybe he is working at acewin gua.... always wear cap de... y?
Xi jin: still the same gua, i guess lar.... Still that friendly.... maybe more mature d lor....
Lin xin: honestly, yr hairstyle really yeng...
Jeffrey: still the same lar... we still can chat a lot... still a bit childish... of coz lar, PTS boy ma.... hehe....
Kee jin: yr hair really suits u lar... really better than before de.... but, dont like wat kck told us lar, dont talk bad words... take care...
Yan Qiu: Become more talkative than the yan qiu i know before.... maybe i seldom chat with u gua...
Ken leong: still the same lar.... Not much difference....
Kok hoong: they said u looks like YOGA(林宥家)wor.... Congratz... hahax... but from wat i saw is, u really become a man d....
Raymond Tan: long time didnt meet him d since CNY... still the same, always ask guys to go CC... dunno he got change or not... coz i rarely talk to him...
Gim Chee: still the same.... but, i heard someone said, u got a new target d?
Chun kai: dunno leh...still the same gua...

If anyone i left out, really sorry... I really forgotten d... Pls remind me n i will add u in... Thanks everyone... I really enjoy in that gathering although its a bit boring... chat n chat n chat... Take care everyone! Lots of loves...

Hmm....

Rou's brain is blank today..... So, dunno what to write.... Promise, will compose sth tmr....

叶子...

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

Suddenly love this song a lot... Maybe its my feelings... What is my position in your heart??? Do u know what im thinking? Of coz you wont know, coz i keep it in my heart... I am waiting.... If not, i'll choose to be alone...

PS: You all wont know who i mean de.... Coz its a different ppl d... Dont act clever.... hahax....

JPA Interview...

I just finished my JPA interview this morning... Its really scary for me... Coz i were totally blank when its my turn to give my opinion... OMG... but luckily the question theys asked were not tough... Just about declination of reading habits among youngsters... Although i had go through this question in Form 5, but unfortunately, i forgot most of the points... Therefore, i remain quiet there... I still give some ideas... Then, the interviewers asked 7 of us to act to promote a book... Whatever book we like... Its in BM... OMG... Hampir mati there... Dunno how to promote a book in an interesting way... So, just say out some points... Although in my paper, i've wrote down so many points... When its my turn, i suddenly stuck n cant talk much... Just a few points from a long list of mine.... Haizz.... Its just like that for my group discussion... 30% in English n 70% in BM... Its really different from what i heard... SOME BM n all English....

But, it still go on smoothly... I didnt err....err....err.... Coz, when i feel myself gonna start to "err....."d, i'll quickly say "terima kasih/thank you"....

For those who applied medic, the interview session will be tougher than others... Interviewers will ask more question.... So, be careful.... Thats all i remembered... Take care n all the best for others candidates.... Good luck!

PS: I would like to take this opportunity to say sorry to lin xin...