27/11/08

把自己关起来，
心情也跟着沉重起来。

想找人聊聊天，
翻遍了通讯录，
总觉得大家都很忙。

沉闷的假期，
我已经厌烦了。
虽然上课的时候，
总是盼着这天的到来。

看着别人的部落格，
发觉自己的人格好像有些问题。

有人说，
若你要喜欢一个人，
不要花时间去找他的短处，
因为这样会让你讨厌他罢了。
噢！跟我的情况很像。

也有人说，
友谊会分裂，
是因为长时间的分开，
互相不联络，
总以为彼此很忙。
久而久之，
感情转淡，
友谊不再。

因为有太多时间，
我开始不懂得珍惜它。
所以，
在这儿胡说八道。
:-P

4th day of holiday...

I have been wasting my time these few days and yet starting to rescue my panda eyes... I slept almost 2am everyday... I almost finish 家好月圆 d... left 10 episodes more... feel like duwan to finish it... coz the story is really touching... i almost cried for every episode...

Finished my moral presentation powerpoint this afternoon... It really screwed me up... Presentation in BM sounds really funny... Im worried about tmr now... Hopefully i wont stop halfway n speak fluently... Its quite a period of time I didnt speak Malay d... It sounds challenging for me now... haha...

I decided not to follow my friends to beach tmr... Dunno why... Just dont like beach... Maybe it is because i couldnt find a nice pair of slippers... Really? It might just be an excuse i could think of why i dont like beach... hehe...

Hmm... So many ppl asking me out for sushi... Honestly, i really dont like japanese food... :P coz i got a scary experience eating japanese food... hehe..

当摩羯座遇上摩羯座

女孩和男孩认识了快十年。话从不多说两句。两个魔羯座的个性，但又彼此拥有欣赏对方的心。就这样，两人各奔东西，没再联络了。有一天，女孩的电话响起，荧幕显示着男孩的名字。她既期待，又紧张。

“喂，你。。。有话跟我说吗？” 男孩说着。
“你打给我的耶。。 嗯。。 过得好吗？”
“很好。但是，好像缺了些什么。。？”
“huh? 你缺钱哦？打来是要借钱吗？”女孩疑惑地问道。
“不。。。　不是啦。。。　我缺了勇气。。。”
“那你打来做什么？”
“是想说鼓起勇气，表达我欣赏你的心意。”
（接着是一片沉寂。。。。。。。。。。。。）

他们俩很快地有了几次的约会。每次，两个人都不怎么说话。沉默，似乎成了约会的主题曲。就这样，过了三个月。女孩心里开始有根刺。到底她在男孩心中占有多少位置。男孩从来不说那些甜言蜜语，甚至连女孩的手也没有试过牵。电影也没一起看过。约会的地点，永远是书店，保龄球场和足球场。无聊加沉闷让女孩鼓起最大的勇气要和男孩说分手。

女孩把男孩约了出来。婉转地告诉他自己的想法。“我们，在一起有三个月了吧。我们好像很不了解对方。不如我们。。。”　还没来得及说完，男孩把女孩抱着，就像偶像剧中的男女主角，在她耳边说，“留下来。”

1st day of my holiday....

It should be an enjoying holiday for me since it will last for 6 weeks... It started today and something unfortunate happened to me... ish... 2nd time of accident i met in this year... A stupid car banged my car and i concluded that the driver purposely did it... shouldnt be drunk in the afternoon right?

Ok, i should tell a rough idea about the accident... I drove to my daddy's shop this afternoon... around 12pm... when i was driving nicely on the road, in the correct lane, i saw a Proton Saga came nearer and neared to me... As i dont have ways to shift my car, it banged into me... luckily it is not a serious one.... but my car was found to have a deep scratch... haizz... fortunately i drove the sentra... if not i'll be chopped into pieces and being blacklisted from driving...

what im going to do for this 6 weeks holiday? hmm.... shall have some planning for it... feel like want to take up the IELTS preparation course... but i dunno where to take... hahax... oh ya... have to do my moral presentation powerpoint by this 3 days... urgh...

PS: date me ppl!!! =)

26 hours more... Im too excited now... Haha... 1 more paper left for my AS exam, which is chemistry objective paper... It sounds easy.. Circle only ma.. But i really worried bout it... Since this morning was my biology paper 2, i pay full attention on my biology... I threw my chemistry aside... :(

I didnt perform well for my biology paper though... Haizz... Should knock my head on the wall... Lots of things to write... No labelling or easy question... Describe... Explain... Why... Grr... I just write whatever point i can think of inside the paper... Simply lar.. Better than leave blanks...

I shall pay 200% of concentration on my chemistry now... But im really sleepy... Couldnt sleep yesterday night although i went to sleep at 11 sth... Nervous? Excited? Worry? Too stressful? Should be one of them lar...

Plan to sleep early today... 9 sth... If im able to finish everything tonight lar... Looking forward for karaoke session tmr.. Dunno i can make it or not... At least, i have programme right after my last paper... :)

PS: 18th of nov d... I left 2 months for my 18th birthday... I duwan to become 18 so soon.. Coz it shows that im nearer to 20... But no matter how old am i, i still need present... Haha.. Stupid reason.. :P hmm... someone is 18 today.. Happy birthday edward!!

Jay @ 康熙来了--- must watch... very funny.... ^0^

PART 1


PART 2


PART 3


PART 4


PART 5

random question + problems...

A random question for everyone...

'Do u believe n dare to involve in long distance relationship?'


Why so many ppl getting married recently? This weekend i gonna attend one... Its my god-aunty wedding dinner... Honestly, i just saw her once during the past CNY only... and i tot she was my god-grandmother's maid... :P im really bad... my mom told me that she is a specialist... getting married with a doctor also... hmm...

Next month i gonna attend another wedding dinner in Penang... my relative's also... then January will be my aunt's wedding... ^0^ i gonna prepare dress d.... haizz... but i met a problem... i dont have any suitable shoes... :( And, with my shoe size, it isnt easy for me to find one... OMG... Although wedding dinner should be sth happy, it created problems for me... haizz....

PS: ning is so inactive recently...

nice song---- 带我走

2 more papers to go.....

Hmm... Im here again... Reach taiping for about 3 hours d... Went gurney ( again....) with Fennie and Li Xuen after Biology paper 1... ( oh no, i found out i did the 1st question wrongly d... haizz... the rest... 'mou ngan tai') At first planned to go for movie... but since i gonna reach butterworth before 7, n the movies available are just 'Quantum of solace', 'Coffin',etc... Those movies which i not dare to watch n not interested to... So, we went for lunch at Wong Kok... We were so hungry coz all of us didnt take eat anything before exam... Busy studying ma... :P

Met canness n yi hui in front of the ticket counter... Canness was very hungry also... So, all of us went there to solve the problem... Our birthday girl, Hooi Ying, came to join us A WHILE... Then went to Fish Spa... Im the one who stood beside n looked at them "screaming"... i just not dare to put my legs to let the fish "attack" them... Too timid...

After that, Fennie fetch both of us back to Auto City... Waited for my aunt a while then came back d... sounds relaxing n enjoying right? thought my exam is over d? oh no... you are wrong, my dear... i still have 2 papers left on 18th n 19th of nov... waiting for the days after exam... But i think i will go for movies this week... :D looking forward to the small gathering tmr... bye!

PS: happy birthday to miss Jennyfer... so many wishes from me in a day... touched leh... smile =)

nonsense... :P

Honestly, im a very boring type of girl... I can stay inside my room doing nth for the whole day without talking to anyone... ( but that will drive me crazy ) I like to listen to people... Even my favourite game is -- Monopoly... i still can remember i used to play Monopoly alone during my childhood... Even till now, you still can find this game in my handphone...

i believe, that is a very nice game... it is a game which tells you, life is fated but u can use your brain to change yr fate... i viewed Cambridge University's website few days ago... The statistics shown in the site taught me nothing is impossible... Among 2000+ applicants, 600+ will be successful... Its easier compared to get JPA scholarship... if i have the minumum result required, which is AAA for A-levels ( it is better to have another A for any science subject for AS), i think i'll make a try... its just like buying lottery wat... no trial=no gain... thats my equation... hahax....

talk back about my boring life, which i love it a lot... hmm... im actually planning to go for a backpacking this coming holiday... alone... hahax... it looks impossible for me as im so timid type of girl... where i wanna go? its still a question... wat i wanna do when i go there? i dunno as well... erm... anyone wanna follow me for the " adventurous" trip? i think kl or somewhere else except penang will be my choice... ( why not penang? coz i already dare to go dare by myself d... not adventurous enough... hahax...)

PS: im serious to go for a trip... if i dare, i will go alone... if someone volunteer to go with me, that will be ok too... hahax... ( ady showing that im afraid... :P )

Account being hacked

Hmm... Found out that my msn account is being hacked by somebody... That feeling was really bad... Seems like someone look through my secret... Im wondering who is that... Or maybe just that my computer is faulty... Erm... but my computer couldnt online when the switch is off by itself right? So, i suppose someone hacked the account... Of coz, i knew it from my aunty n i quickly changed my password minutes ago...

Yesterday, i felt my confidence coming back to me again right after the statistics paper... Wow... cant believe i spent almost 5 hours in the library doing probabilty questions before my exam... Is that call " 临时抱佛脚"? nonono... i finished a lot of probability questions before that d... im just trying to do sth to save my pure maths paper, which i done badly...

4 days of exam left... but it will still take me 3 weeks... Haizz... I wanna watch movie!!! I wanna buy watch, shoes,bla bla bla... Grr... I went for shopping last week at Taiping Central... it SEEMS like got so many stores selling shoes... But i couldnt find ONE with my size, despite the colours n design... Sad... Why i got so big feet? Im afraid there will be one day the sales ask me to go n search for men's design... that will be a very "mempersiapaikan"...

Its the 1st day of November... Tmr will be a 5sc1 day... i dont think there will be any celebration or anything... Just hoping for sth special on ning tmr... :D