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ok, today is 1st of september... this means that i still have 4 more days left for my trial...shall work harder for my AS...so, will not update so soon for this blog... good luck to me n everyone! bye...

Im down.... :(

I felt sth pulling me apart
apart from my friends which i seldom meet n contact
i dunno what happen to them
i dunno what to chat with them
we are seems like living in 2 different world now
i felt sth indeed
a strong feeling showed me that im actually nth for them
im just someone who will be in need when they need someone to fill up the empty space
they have their own life which are different from mine
some found their partners n wont bother their friends
suddenly
i think i decided or indeed have an idea
i should just be a visitor to that site
not someone who TRY to be active
coz nobody will bother what im crapping there
at least
this blog belongs to me
i can write whatever i want
i dont care whether there is anybody reading or not...
i just wanna express my feeling
my friends or i should say my former classmates?
maybe i think former classmates will suit the situation more...
hmm....
no matter how
i wont be very sad
dont worry
because i have my group of new friends who will cheer me up everyday
they are really cute n funny
i love hanging around with them
yet
i feel down when i see such big difference among these 2 groups of friends
especially when my friends from butterworth or kulim came to find them out
i feel worse
coz my friends wont do such kind of things
or maybe i dont have such good buddies as they have
hmm....
shall end here

most recent update

I've not been updating this blog for a long long time d... Recently, i am really really busy n caused me dont have time to write sth here... My AS trial exam is just around the corner... just left not even 2 weeks time for me to prepare... Grr... But study mood havent really come back n now the exam is coming... I really dont wanna fail my chemistry especially... Chemistry.... Grr..... The only subject i dont understand at all... Full of question marks... Hmm... shall make it clear by this week... can i do that?

recently, i found that the inner part of mine changed... I feel like being alone is better than being with others... At least i dont have to see n depends on other's mood or action... I can do what i wanna do... Suddenly, i miss the time im being really alone few months back... Although the feel of lonely is really strong, but i can go wherever i want, do whatever i want... I feel that im just too weird...

I spent few hours with my formal classmates during my break last week... Its a happy gathering but i feel sth... Sth which really makes us apart from one another... Our topic to chat become lesser n lesser... Is this sth to do with time n distance?

ok, shall end here... I wont bring laptop back to my hostel this time... since there dont have wifi till now, i dont wanna waste my energy carrying the heavy laptop bag there... So, maybe i wont be able or free to update this blog until mooncake festival... So, everyone please take care ya! Good luck to myself too! Muakx...

Sick... Sob...

Sobx... Im sick... 1 week d... thought it will cure after finished my medicine... haizz... who knows it become more serious... at first just sore throat... now is sore throat + flu + a little bit cough... GOSH... I spent my holiday with my sickness... sweat....

The whole i didnt do anything, other than relax relax n relax... Err... Feel guilty again... :P Honestly, i hope to meet up with my friend a lot... So i ask them whether wanna have a gathering... who knows a stupid ppl scolded me in our 5sc1-2 site's chat box... He/she should be one of our classmates or sc2 ppl... Im just asking ppl... I didnt harm anyone though... Why i get scolded? Unreasonable... Maybe that person turned mad or wat d... sad... i really feel sad for u... few months didnt meet with u only, turn crazy d.... pity.... "jek ak"... ( recently my mood isnt really good, coz my hp didnt rang for few days d + im sick.... u r the one who find sth for me to do... dont try to make me angry... My anger wont calm down so easily... )

Oh ya, ATTENTION TO ALL 2007 5sc1 n 5sc2 SMJK HL ppl... there will be a gathering at melissa's house tmr night... who can attend? please reply me... either here or thro sms... ASAP pls... AND, that __________, please dont come.... nobody will welcome u....

HAPPY

DENG DENG DENG DENG! Finally i 鼓起最大的勇气upload my latest photo here.... hmm... any comment? actually planned to give u all a shock when u all meet me... but i dunno when only i can meet u guys... so..... so.... so.... i uploaded lor...

Another reason i upload this photo is bcoz im really happy today.... hahahahaha... i didnt kena NS.... Congratulation to myself!!! Hooray!!! Thank Buddha.... hahax... im just too happy...

I think i regret now...

Yesterday, i made a crazy decision in my life... I've done sth to my lovely hair... N now... IM regretting... haizz.... i look damn old... :( Gosh.... Im down...

About 080808

080808 is an important date for everyone... ( I think so lar....) Coz, it is the date for the Olympics 2008 opening ceremony.... This time, as everyone knows, it is held in Beijing... N the open ceremony really showed us the tradition of China and their ability... They didnt use much high technology things... They used human resourses... Maybe they have a huge population...

Ok, let me start my activity list on 080808...

As usual, i woke up at 6.20am... N took the 7.15am van shuttle.... Squeezed in n started to sleep until i reached college.... After that, spent 2 hours for pure maths lecture( he managed to teach 2 questions in 1 hour.... terror....) n 1 n half hour for chem lab( a better experiment... i think none of us get scolded by her....)... AFTER that, my HOLIDAY begins!!!

BUT............................. I had to wait for the 2pm van shuttle to go back to hostel n packed my things... :( Luckily, Alexis, Hooi Ying n Li Xuen wanna go back to hostel also.... Got ppl teman me... :D we spent hours in the mini library... i planned to study my bio mana tahu ended up online there... zzz.... coz i didnt online for 2 weeks d.... ( excuse... :P)

After packed my things, i followed Alexis's car to Auto City to wait for my aunt to fetch me there.... After that, i waited for my aunt until 6 sth pm.... office hour wert.... Then, we headed to Tambun for dinner.... while we were having dinner.... It is almost 8pm n the open ceremony of Olympics started.... We watched about half an hour while finishing our dishes... Then i started to wonder... Why "FUWA" didnt come out? hmmm... Dunno... Maybe later gua... So i left the restaurant n came back to Taiping d.... So, i really got a question in my mind... Does the 5 "FUWA" appeared in the open ceremony???

Other than Olympics, 080808 is also an important day for my beloved friend... He left at 1pm to Indonesia to study Dentistry.... So sad... I cannot meet up with him before he left Malaysia.... Hope u can take care there n dont try to forget me... :D N dont forget yr promises to meet up with me during yr December sem break.... I'll miss you when im free... hahax.... Haizz... I dont have a nice photo with him.. so nth to upload today.... :P

080808.... I love this date.... Lets see how many medals Malaysia athletes can get... Shall have good result.... Gambateh...

Karaoke session...

Last Thursday, our bio class cancelled(coz my bio lecturer had food poisoning...) n we are free after 12pm... So, we went to Gurney as our plan earlier but the time is being pushed up.... :D happy.... Fennie offered to give us a ride there... Thanks a lot...

We all went there first n went shopping 1st while waiting for another group of friends to join us... When we reached Gurney, we met up with Loreal... Then, we spent almost 40 mins at PDI outlet... :P I bought a normal red Tee.... ( Gosh... i forgotten to bring it back to Taiping...) After that, me n shuh pyng accompany Loreal to Sushi King for her lunch....

Then, Alexis, Li xuen, Maybelle, Hooi Ying and her friend come n join us... Half-way of their lunch, Heng hao n chan yap came n join us.... wow.... such a big group ya.... hehe.... we planned to go n sing k in red box.... so, after their lunch, we went to meet up with Fennie, jia shin( i dunno whether spelling correct or not), joanne and marsella( i also dunno spelling correct or not....)... Fennie they all going back while Joanne and marsella wanted to watch "X-files"... So, we divided into 2 groups( 1 for karaoke n 1 for movie...) mana tahu just got 3 ppl going to watch movie nia... im the 1 for karaoke bcoz i cannot stand disgusting n scary movie.... :P

10 of us went to red box.... We sang from 3 sth pm until 7pm... ahem.... now im having serious sore throat.... haizz....

These are some photos of us.... let the photos tell the story....

*** PHOTO SESSION WHILE WAITNG J&M***

Rou with shuh pyng... ( our chem lab lecturer said we look alike... lolx... where got?)Somewhere in Gurney plaza ground floor...


**** KARAOKE PHOTO SESSION****
Before we left red box... Group photo...Cute friends.... maybelle, shuh pyng, alexis, li xuen, hooi ying's hair n me...see how "high" are we?me n hooi ying...

Pimples *crap*

one day( coz i forgotten the date d... :P ), a pimple popped out in my face.... Grr.... It is a huge one... N the 1st real pimple in my life... Oh gosh...

showing off my 1st pimple n panda eyes.... + act cute.... :P

It is really menyampah.... I hate it.... and caused my face now to have an ugly spot... haizz... im ady ugly enough.... somor have to pimple ar... make me looks uglier... sobx.....

Sorry....

To: my dearest blog n blog readers....

Sorry to my dearest blog... I've been not update u for weeks... Really sorry but it is not all my fault... I dont have internet connection in my hostel n hence i cant online... Last time i used to steal ppl's wifi to online... But i dont have line to steal last 2 weeks.... Grr.... Thats why...

I miss u dearie... I really miss u a lot... I feel so excited n happy when i manage to online... coz im blogging at HOME SWEET HOME now!!! so, dont worry my dearest blog... I'll keep u up to date with my story....

Sorry to my dearest blog readers... I know some started to complain d... "why u didnt update yr blog for so long?" :P Really sorry lar my dear... The excuse/explaination is the same as above... Ok... lets start my story..... deng deng deng deng!!!!