Weird.... Sweat....

Finally,i can upload pictures ... but just pictures taken by webcam... maybe the file is not that big as others... ( i think lar...) THESE funny pics are took for fun when im sleepy...

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STORY BEGINS................

Why my room got stars de? izit my star? ( lolz... )

OH-no! suddenly.... snow flakes? Nilai is such a hot n dry place... how come got snow? wondering...

Still feel a bit happy, coz never see snows b4 feel irritated d.when r u going to stop?Duwan to bother bout it d... study... but... still cant concentrate to study in such condition....


SNOW FLAKES DISAPPEARED.... BUT STH MORE WEIRD POPPED OUT.....

Huh? My name? What is this? Weird thing...
Enjoying watching my name in the room... quite creative lar.... hahax...





FINALLY, EVERYTHING DISAPPEARED....







SO, ITS TIME TO SHOW A CUTE FACE!!!






"DENG-DENG-DENG-DENG"!!!!







That's ME!!! hahax... acting cute again... blekz... :P

PS: if u read this when u r eating, really sorry if u vomit out... hahax....

************************Kindly presented by ROUROU.... :D *****************************************

NO!!!

Oh gosh, im sick again... having some signals of flu now... sore throat a bit n some mucus in my nose... grr... i just just just recover a bit from my chicken pox, still have to wait 2 more months to be a normal person... now, having flu... (Ah-chiew! excuse me...) yor... yesterday my moral lecturer just told us that inti nilai now is having serious flu... he said many students are sick n asked us to drink more water... haizz... today, im feeling not well d... :(... (yier....) i drink a lot a lot of water to let the signals go away... hopefully i wont be sick lar... pls lar... prove to me that im not that 水土不服over here lar...

PS: for your information, Nilai is indeed the hottest place in malaysia... u hardly find a drop of rain here... maybe, it rains once a week or none at all... so, as a girl from raintown, this place is like desert for me... today, actually it rains, but just for an hour... in fact, u will hardly find it rains for more than an hour... the most 90mins nia... How to survive lar... haizz... ( sneezing.... )

The connection really "strong"... haizz...

Actually, i tried very hard to upload some pictures to this blog at Nilai... But, somehow, the result is 0 during night... This afternoon i tried n managed to upload 1 pic... Then, at night, cannot at all... All becoz of the traffic is so full n packed.... :(

Recently when i go back to Taiping, i wont carry my heavy laptop with me... So, actually i dont have time n chance at all to upload pictures... So sad to tell this...haizz... Btw, i'll still try to upload some pics coz this is one of my hobby indeed... :)

Frankly speaking, im really jealous those who get JPA scholarship... UK, NZ,.... this is where everyone hopes to go... Really really hope that my appeal will be success.. but, i know the chance is so small... haizz... A late congrats to all JPA scholars... :D

PS: To my dear star, congratulation to you too! You are so lucky lar... Get JPA n pass your car test too... :D

LAME POST。。。

我发现，最近的情绪起伏还蛮大的。。。还记得上个星期五，因为妈咪不放心我一个人第一次搭火车回太平，我的眼泪自动地落了下来。。。不是几滴而已，是稀里哗啦地流。。。幸好，妈咪最后决定让我自己闯一闯，虽然我知道她其实是很担心的。。。

我在想，眼泪为何会流下？因为害怕寂寞？还是，我根本就是想家？老实说，我很难想象我在这边度过我的WEEKEND。。。 三天半的时间躲在宿舍，最多出去吃吃东西，我应该会疯掉吧。。。 现在，其实我明白为什么大学生要找个伴侣。。。 是因为寂寞吧。。。 老实说，我有心想说，若我有个男朋友，应该蛮不错的。。。 至少有人可以陪我回太平。。。（哈哈，其实是想要找个人来利用一下。。。 ：P）

待会儿还有课。。。 我今天超爱睡的。。。昨天十二点才睡，早上六点多就起床了。。。 期待着星期五的到来。。。：D

I hate KTM...

The past friday, i made a big decision in my life... I decided to go back to Taiping by train alone... It sounds very scary for my parents n also others family members... Mummy even lied to grandma saying that im coming back with my friends... Just dont wanna her to feel worry...

After finish my MPW class at 12pm... I quickly rushed to the bus stop, where my uncle say his friend will fetch us there... My moral lecturer is so "bermoral"... Dismissed us at 12pm sharp... It is good actually but i gonna fly to the bus stop like a mad girl... Then, my uncle's friend fetch us to the KTM komuter station... Uncle and his friend--wern yang, bought ticket to Tasik Selatan while i bought mine to KL central. That means, they will leave the komuter few stations earlier than me... My adventure starts...

After around 50 minutes, i reached KL central. I quickly go n find the platform for my train... I went to the ticket counter n asked whether my e-ticket can use or not... The ppl said can but the train was delayed for 2 hours... He said," around 4pm... The train will arrived..." Disappointedly, i called mummy n aunt to inform them that the train is being delayed n they asked me to go n find a place where got more ppl n have my lunch... After considering all food that i can eat, i went to McD... Coz only that fastfood company got fish burger... ( There just got KFC n MCD) I sat there n ate very slowly... Used 35minutes to finish my burger n fries... Geng... The most slow pace i've ever use... Then, i sat there n read for a while... Around 3.15pm, i leave MCD n head to toilet n platform... Suddenly, another announcement... " For all passengers of ER2, the train is being delayed 2 hours, which is 6pm... If you want to take your refund, please go to the counter... Thank you!"

Grrr.... My brain suddenly became blank n feel very very angry... Im no longer feel fear with the situation but feel like wanna kill the KTM ppl.... Such kind of service... I have nothing to do rather than wait wait n wait... I waited for so so long... Until im so afraid that the train will be delayed again or cancelled...

Guess what time the train reached? 7.15pm!!! And, they said they wanna fix the train as it was spoilt... 30 minutes again... all my patience gone... Im so angry n others passengers had the same feelings too... 3 of them lagi pity... they waited for the train since 8am... They waited for almost 12 hours... Ke lian...

Finally, the train departed at 7.45pm...This is the time i supposed to reach taiping lar... no matter how, i still gonna take this trip as i dunno the way back to my INTI-UC... :P So, i reached Taiping at 1.40am... :( But luckily, the trip was quite enjoyable... watched 2 episodes of JURASSIC PARK... ( now only i know what actually the story is... coz last time just watch the dinosaurs... hahax...) n have a free hot milo... honestly, that cup of milo helped me a lot coz the air cond was so strong.... Even i wore a jacket, im still shivering....

I dont think i wanna take train again... So irritating... KTM... i'll remember this event for my life!!!

fearful days...

YESTERDAY, i came back to my hostel at inti... after i settled my things, i started to read my books n online... After about 2 hours, i felt the table n floor shaking... Earthquake!!! Argh... i took my keys n handphone n going to run... But, it stopped... Luckily... I quickly phoned mummy n told her that there was an earthquake... She comfort me by saying Malaysia wont have earthquake de... maybe just affected by other country... Im still very scare n my roommate still not back yet... She sms-ed me saying that she will be back at 1am... So, i keep myself awake until she reached here at 12sth...

TODAY, at about 7sth in the evening, im chatting online n gonna start to do my revision after resting... Oh gosh, suddenly, the surrounding becomes dark... “停电？怎么会这样？” i told my roommate... Then, we opened our door n found that just half of the block is dark... Another part is so bright... Grrr... Why us? feel so angry n packed my books downstairs to read... after just 20 minutes, everything is back to normal... Then, i walked upstairs again... 4th floors... So tiring to climb up... :( but, it is a good exercise lar..hahax... going to sleep d... gonna wake up early tmr... goodnight everyone! :) sleep tight!

Happy to be driver...

Yesterday morning, I had breakfast with kee jin n chun kai... Actually i did inform many ppl to go, but sad to say that just 3 of us appear there... why others didnt turn up? i dunno.... I just drank a cup of milo ice n chit chat with 2 of them for about 1 hour... Then, kee jin fetch me back to dad's shop... When i reached the shop, i phoned mummy to inform her my location... She sounds so surprise when she knew that im back to shop so early... Coz, seldom i'll go out with friends just an hour de ma... Mummy told me that aunty wanted me to drive her to Kamunting to send her stuffs to a factory...

Wow... Since im a cute niece, i tried to drive alone to go n find them... Quite near from my shop de lar... Really a different feel to drive alone... I can park very beautifully into a parking lot beside my aunt's estima... See how brave am i... hahax...

Then i drove them to their shop to take stuff n then to Kamunting... Its so challenging for me coz thats the place i had my nightmare... Its the path i drove that day when i had accident... But, luckily, i get rid of my nervous when i drove... :)

After that, i fetched sister back from her tuition centre n go back home with mummy n sis... While i cooked my lunch, aunty rang up... She asked me whether want to go Ipoh or not... of coz i wanna go lar... hahax... I bought a Espirit ( dunno is this the spelling... im lazy to go n refer to the label... as long as it is a branded stuff lar... ) jacket with a very cheap price... just RM49.90 somor with 10% membership discount... It wanna buy a undiscounted jacket there, at least gonna cost Rm199.90... Wah... im so lucky... Actually that jacket is found by aunty, n it just left one size... Since she cant wear, she asked me to buy it... :) but i dont really favour with the colour... Green...

Then we went back home n go to uncle's house... bcoz its my cousin's bday celebration... I drove my grandparents there... hahax... with my grandpa's big car... So pressure... My grandma was so scare n she only dare to sit coz grandpa is beside me... ^_^

Oh... I gonna go n study now... i spent whole morning doing nth... :P K lar, will update my blog very frequently if im free lar...

These are some photos i took when im at my hostel... why i upload it so late? not my fault... coz at nilai, its really hard to upload picture in blog... grrr...

my bed in the hostel... looks so neat coz i took it on the 2nd day im there... :D

my study table... also where i eat n online... this one consider neat compared with its recent look :D
Rourou with exhausted face after 8 hours lecture... but i like this picture... :D

Acting cute in hostel when my roommate went for her bath... hahax...

Today...

Today, i went for class from 8am till 4pm... Im damn hungry when im having my 12.00pm class... my stomach keep growling non-stop... coz i had my breakfast at 7.20am... It continue to growl n growl until i need to drink 500ml water to stop it from making so much noise... :P Luckily n unfortunately, the lecturer ended the class at 1.20pm... n i have time to go for my lunch... but, my fee paid is wasted by her... Grr... dunno what should i feel... ^~^

Then, i went for my lunch downstairs of the lecture hall... N, nothing i can eat except garlic bread... ^_^'''... Boh huat... Just ate that bread n continue my next 2 hours lesson... After the tiring 2 hours lesson, i think my stomach is totally empty... But i still went to the library to borrow a maths book to study... coz the lecturer really #@$@...

I need to online smoothly lar...

The connection here is still the same... it is in the worst condition i've ever seen... hardly sign in into MSN mesengger... haizz...

maybe, blogging is the only way to interact with my friends... coz, i just need to post up my blog post then everyone of u can read this... but, it is still hard to update my blog lar... gonna tried for several times...

about my life over nilai, it becomes more smooth d... i get to know 3 myanmar girls n 1 korean girl's names... Oh ya, one more malaysian chinese... Why i know ppl from foreign country de? i dunno... maybe its fate... i gonna make friends with foreign ppl in nilai gua... honestly, those myanmar girls are pretty... N, they tot im an international student also... hahax... (erm... i think i look like a 100% malaysian chinese... i wonder which country they tot im from...china?myanmar?korea?indonesia?) :D

These few days, i just eat bread, " mi gu", biscuits n one packet of instant bihun... Mummy asked me to buy rice...but, how to eat leh? i cant eat chicken, beans, eggs, as well as "tau you"... nth else i can eat except green vegetables cooked with water and garlic... :( so i dont feel like wanna eat such kind of food... well, to be an obidient girl, i'll try to buy a packet of rice to eat lar... wont want mummy to worry bout me... coz tmr i've 8 hours lecture continuously... i'll be starving tmr n might need rice to give me energy... :P

k lar, need to continue reading my psychology text book d... oh gosh, it is so thick n full with words... im sure i cant finish it b4 my lecture tmr... haizz...

My second day of studying at Nilai...

Hmm... Today, i've 6 hours of classes continuously... it is still ok but the air cond freezed me up... the calculus lecturer really pitiful... we've signed our names up to change her away... see? im not the one who criticise her only... none of us in the class like her way of teaching... Today, a nigerian asked her a question but she said "pardon" for more than 6 times... but honestly, i also cant understang what that guy trying to say... his english really.......



Although the lecture seems like ok to me, but i missed out 2 chapters for my chemistry... cant finish them in one day... :( calculus still ok coz the lecturer teach very slow... psychology also no problem coz the class i should be missed out is postponed... tomorrow gonna attend 2 fully new lectures... moral n english... haizz.... dunno how much i missed out again...



i missed taiping a lot... im badly homesicking... i wanna go back... hate the life here... internet connection cant use at all... :(... wanna chat with my sis also cant... :( now only can connect... she also go to sleep jor lar... aiyo... kek si wa nia lar... duwanna live here with such type of connection... ^__^'''

最近。。。

在还没有回到汝来之前，我都在忙些什么呢？除了养病之外，我得空就上网，看电视和驾车。。。 哈哈。。。 除了驾那辆SENTRA之外，爸爸还给我驾那辆新车。。。VIOS，虽然不是超名贵的车，可是它毕竟还是新的。。。 驾的时候总有压迫感。。。它的车头又很短，很难ESTIMATE和前面车的距离。。。但是，我还是蛮“DENG”地驾了两次。。。 ：D

小姨更是勇敢。。。 竟然叫我在她，妈咪和妹妹去TESCO。。。虽然我是新手，但是胆子还蛮大的。。。竟然敢敢载她们去咧。。。不知道应该佩服我自己还是佩服她们。。。哈哈。。。小姨还赞我的PARKING很美又很“YENG”咧。。。 ：P

但是，老实说，我驾车的时候，很不会看那些镜子。。。：P 所以，我还是比较喜欢驾去新板，因为那条路是直直的，只有一个地方要比较注意罢了。。。这几天酱驾车，我的恐惧感好像慢慢减少了咯。。。只是看到LORRY的时候， 还是会有一点点怕怕啦。。。

HMM。。。 我又回到NILAI了。。。 不知道明天我会怎样上课。。。 毕竟，我缺席了好几堂课咧。。。今天中六开课咯。。。好像很好玩的样子。。。好希望我的JPA appeal 可以成功。。。现在的我超伤心的。。。 可是，眼泪却流不出。。。 唉，老天啊，为什么要酱对我咧？为什么是DUKACITA咧？ 为什么你不要改一改，变SUKACITA不就好了吗？你开心，我也开心嘛。。。 AIYO。。。 我对不起爸爸妈妈。。。我真的不想要你们浪费你们的血汗钱。。。 拜托拜托，神啊！让我上诉成功吧。。。

Nervous....

Now, Im waiting for the JPA site to load... 15 minutes d... I still cant open the site... Argh... So pek cek nia... My hand keep on shaking now... Its so difficult to type this post with shaking hand n nervous heart... Im shouting again n again to calm down myself... Going to reach 00.00 d... The stupid site still havent load 1%... God, please let me get this scholarship.... I need it... Please...

17 year-old girl getting "dot dot" de experience...

Im having chicken pox n wanna it to heal desperately... My so call smooth face become full of dots dots... haizz... I hate it... I thought these wont happen to me... I got vaccination when im small de... That doctor said wont get de... But, u see, what happen now? Grr...

Ppl said the older u get chicken pox, the more suffer u are... But luckily i didnt suffer a lot... Just got a bit headache... N for sure that itchiness... hahax... Im staying at home everyday n do the same stuff... Didnt meet up any friend also... Indeed, they duwan to meet me also lor... I doubt so... I try to comfort myself saying that they are afraid of my disease... Scare will be infected... But, i know it is just a lie for myself... ^~^

Honestly, I need to talk now... I duwan to have " zi bi zheng".... But sad to say, i dunno who to call n talk also... I dont have a BEST friend... I dont have a friend to chat, joke, care about each other, understand each other very well and many other points more... I dont have... Even im 17 d, i still havent found mine BEST friend....

Hope i can find one in college... Hopefully... Before that, i really need friends... my secondary school friends... I need you all to get rid my loneliness n homesick at Nilai... Really thanks to those who sms-ed me when im at Nilai n Taiping... Thanks a lot... I felt the warmness when i read the message... :D Hope you all can spend your credits n time to help your lovely friend... hahax...

Hmm... seems like out of topic d... :P... Upload some pics to prove that im really having chicken pox... show you all my dot dot face...

Aiya, this pic looks normal... right?got one dot quite big lar actually...
Acting cute with "dot dot"... :P

Sweat de bi sor... I know some of you will start to say this phrase d... hahax... maybe its hard to notice in photos gua... But it is really serious for me... My face GONE!!!

心情...

在陌生的地方

没有熟悉的影子

心里会有莫名的空虚感

终于体会到寂寞的滋味

老实说

孤独的生活

很不好受

整天提心吊胆

心里的防卫门一直封锁着

不愿让陌生的人们闯进来

所以

我一直很沉默

不太和别人聊天

但是

心里又害怕

担心会闷出病来

朋友一个个分离

真是岁月不留人啊

愿你们一切顺利

要保持联系哦

我们一起加油吧！

Going back to Nilai soon....

Oh no, now i found that i didnt update my blog for days after i came back from Nilai... I did online everyday but just dunno what to write... ahem... actually is the fault of my laziness... hahax...

Today, mummy told me to go back to Nilai with my uncle on Sunday by bus... She will sent me to Ipoh to meet my uncle... After consider for few minutes, i agreed with her... I duwan daddy to send me back... It is exhausting! I knew it... 4 hours to reach n 4 hours to go back... Its a tiring task... So, going back to Nilai by bus will be better for everyone...

Hmm... These few days im staying at home n do nothing... Watching "they kiss again" in youtube... hmm... i planned to go n buy a few CDs to Nilai... Coz its so bored over there... I have to find something to spend my time other than studying... ( The whole day studying will make me mad...)

I havent describe my life at Nilai hor... aiya...

Hmm... At Nilai, im staying on-campus... That means in the hostel lor... There are many blocks of hostels named with famous ppl name... ( This one i think u all may know by reading the description in school magazine...) Im staying at block E... (E stands for Einstein... ) 4th floor... OMG... Its a difficult task to carry all my stuff up 4th floor... Believe me... :D

Dunno what to write d... Err... Will write more when im bored over there... :D

Unbelievable...

Shocking news! I got chicken pox during my 3rd night at Nilai... Aiyo, i havent start my class leh... How can it be? But, it is the fact... So, i called back yesterday to tell mummy this news... She said she will come n bring me medicine n "liang cha"... Then just now, i went to ask the AUP counsellor whether i can have MC or not... This is our conversation:

Rourou: Erm... Miss, how many class can i missed in a semester?
Counsellor: what? erm.... ( with an unfriendly look coz she tot i wanna ponteng class d when i havent start my class at all)
Rourou: Actually i have chicken pox now...
Counsellor: Oh... Then u go n see a doctor n take ur MC to us by today... No problem to miss class if u r really sick...
Rourou: Oh... Erm... Shall i go to my first class later?
Counsellor: Oh dear, please dont go n spread your disease to others...
Rourou: Huh? Ok, fine.... Thanks anyway... I'll give you my MC when my parents arrive... Bye...

After that, i phoned mummy to tell her that i can go home... ( Rourou going back to Taiping! Hooray!) She asked me to go to class... Coz it wont spread so easily de... As mine is just popping out yesterday... So, i decided to go for my class to experience it... Then only i go back lor... If not, i didnt go for any class before, i'll miss a lot n cant used to the environment instead... Dunno i can catch up when im back or not... Maybe i should think of another way out...

Oh Gosh... Its 11.10am now... Gonna prepare n walk to my lecture hall for my 1st class d... Gonna wear jacket under the hot sun... Sweat lar.... But wat to do? I have this stupid chicken pox... Have to take care very carefully... Cant eat beans ar, kicap ar, black black de things ar, chicken ar n egg.... ^_^'''

Got to go now... Hope JPA result will be released by this week when im at Taiping... hahax... Goodbye n Good Luck to myself... +U...

Feel excited a bit for my first class--- Calculus with analytic geometry 1... Sounds chim.... hahax...

First n second day at Nilai

I reached Nilai yesterday... Settled down everything d... Get to know my first new friend, which is my roommate... Met patricia for lunch this afternoon... Then, go n wash my clothes... After that, online lor... so bored over here... nth to do de wor... haizz... tmr somor dont have class... plus my connection here very slow... even wanna watch an episode of drama also "kan kor"... hahax...

Gonna upgrade my connection speed tmr... Why AO didnt open today? I need it now! i wanna video call with my family lar... haiyo... kek si wa nia...