Th3 DaY afT3r Tmr

Just back from shopping... Searching shoes around for JPA interview... I wanna buy a more formal one... But the problem is, my feet cant fit into the shoe which i find it nice... What to do? My feet are really too big for a girl... Haizz... Hate to buy shoes... Coz hard to find one suitable... My feet is almost as big as a boy... kek sim... where got girl's feet this big de.... haizz....

Tmr will be the 1st of April... Every year, i'll treat it normal but this year, its not... Its the 1st day forJPA interview.... Luckily mine is on the 2nd... But, it is just the day after tmr... wat should i do now? gonna prepare sth, but wat should i prepare??? Blur... i just prepared my certificates n clothes... Others none.... Please kindly tell me wat to do... Pls....

佛跳墙

Yesterday went Soon Lee n celebrate my grandpa's birthday... Uncle ordered all the precious food... That was the first time i ate 佛跳墙... Inside this dish got a lot of things, such as big abalones, shark fins, 海参, 干贝, 花菇, 花胶 and chickens...This dish cost Rm165 per person... Oh gosh... Feel so good when enjoying this dish... Every dishes were almost the same... So, eat until very very full... Even the prawn also extremely big... Shocking...

Coz outside the rooms was a wedding of somebody, the karaoke really annoying... Those people sang songs like "不如早点分离" n so for... Hey, this is a wedding leh... How can sing this type of songs de? Another thing is, their singing skills really..... They can sing the song with unsuitable key... Hahax... So, you can imagine how was the singing lar...

Cant type much coz my hand pain like being chopped off... 2 days ago i went to play my aunt's new game... The game u all see Bosco playing in 野蛮奶奶大战戈师奶drama... Playing tennis in the air with the sensor de ar... I played that n really enjoy it... But the effect of playing too much that game is--- Painful hand... Now even i want to do some notes for my JPA interview also cant... Cant type nor write... Haizz... Going out to buy shoes for the interview now... Will update my blog soon....

PS: I've bought a new handphone, N81... :D But the camera not that good as my previous one...

放下执着

以前,
以为自己很在乎,
所以一直很执着,
希望等待会有结果...

后来,
发现身边还有很多关心自己的人,
又发现你好像很不在乎,
我们之间的友情...
为什么我还要等待?
等待没有答案的未来?

所以,
我决定,
放下我对你的那份执着...
可能,
身边有人,
比你更好...

我很确定,
我不会后悔...
因为,
我现在的举止,
让我感到自豪...
我终于放下了!

PS: 朋友, 当你看到这篇文章的时候, 我已经放下他了... 不要再误会了... 最多, 我们只能是朋友... 最普通的那种... 我身边是否有人比他更好? 是时候告诉我了... 哈哈...

I can feel my heart now....

From the day i know my interview date, i start to worry about it... What are they going to ask me? How will be the interview? Will i meet those people who are brave and talkative? How will be the atmosphere? Scary? Haizz... Ok, i try not to think about it now... But i cant control myself... Just like a girl fallen in love, cant help thinking of the partner... But, i am thinking of the interview... Haizz... I really can feel the speed of my heart... Pumping so hard n fast... Dunno when the day comes, it will jump out of my body bo... hahax... try to calm down myself.... But, useless... Dunno wat to prepare to face the interview... Anyone can give me some ideas???

Dong dong participate in a contest...

I just submit up dong dong's photo in the Purina contest... if he is shortlisted, we will win RM500 and half years of dog food.... Wa... Its a lot... Just need to submit up photo n the chance to win will be there... If win the final round lagi baik... Got RM10000 cash! hahax... Dream to get that... :D

Dong dong will win, i suppose... hahax.... Coz he is really cute!! :P

Blur.... ^_^???

Car Learning 1

Finally, i went to learn my car today... But, unfortunately, it rains heavily.... I almost cant see the road in front... scary.... Then the uncle kept telling me, dunno whether the trees beside will fall down or not... OMG! I were so scare... Too kan cheong until my hands become ice cold...

But, i dont even control the steering for one minutes... The uncle keep controlling it... haizz... Feel like he is driving more than i am....

Its really a scary drive as the road in front was so blur.... Strong winds blew... Rain kept on pouring heavily... Sweat... Hope that my next lesson next week wont be like that again.... If not, im sure that im going to fail the car test.... How can i learn sth if it is raining... Please dont rain!!!

Good News.. :D

Early in the morning, i got 2 good news from mummy...

1st, that uncle finally let me to go n learn my car d... Finally... I waited for almost one month for that... see? How slow is him.... Everytime my friend will ask me... U have yr car test d? I'll answer no.... Then, they will start laughing... Why got ppl so slow de? Hey, its not my fault... Its that uncle's fault... Everytime my parents called him, he will say he is arranging.... Yesterday, my dad can stand him n go n ask him face to face... Of coz with some angry expression, i think.... So, this morning, he came n inform me i can go n learn my car tmr... wakaka...

2nd, i knew uncle kevin came to taiping again... so, i thought he is too free or jobless...:P But, this morning, i got a great news... actually, he came here is to propose to my auntie..... Yeah! Felt the happiness of them when i heard that... Of coz, the happiest ppl is my grandma.... :D Congratulations!! Hope i can go Australia when u all held the wedding... :D

答案

雨后的天空会有彩虹
惩罚的背后会有原谅
酸甜苦辣总会出现
烦恼过后会否有正确的决定

我总不明白
你们为何那么当机立断
为什么
我总不能感染到一些
一直的烦恼
何时才能扑灭

突然发现
以前对他的感觉
有了巨大的改变
是不是思想成熟了
不再抱着想念

耳边隐约听到雨声
天色又再转变
我的决定是否正确
没有人能给我答案
答案将在未来的日子揭晓
我
依然得做出决定
我

应该坚持吗?

Bunches of photo taken on 22th of March 2008 :P

烦烦烦...

唉... 电话很久很久都没有响起... 有时候, 很无聊的时候, 我就会一次过发很多简讯给很多人, 希望有人可以和我聊聊天... 可惜, 都没有人愿意和我聊天... :(

天天都下雨, 不愧是雨城... 雨越下越大, 我的心就越来越烦... 到底我该怎么选择? 花少少钱 还是花多多钱? 花少少钱可能不怎么好, 但是, 至少以后眼角不会放太高, 又很快可以回本.. 以生意人的角度, 这应该是最好的选择... 但以学生的角度, 当然是花多多钱, 考到一张外国文凭... 可是, 这样是最好的吗?唉... 很烦啊! 难道, 我的脑袋真的酱幼稚? 连做个抉择都酱难?

看来... 我得重新评估我自己...

Give some comments for my edited pics lar...

Ipoh- Kampar- Ipoh- Taiping- Butterworth Trip in 1 DAY!!!

Just came back from Butterworth... Oh...Its tiring.... But, today i really spent my time usefully...

Early in the morning, around 6.30am... I woke up n dress up to go to Ipoh n have my parents in Foh San... There were a lot of people there when we reached... Luckily, we found a table n finished our breakfast... Oh dear, i were really full...

Then, we departed to Kampar... Just to look the environment of Utar... After about 30minutes ride, we reached there... BUT.... Since today is a public holiday, it didnt open... Haizz... Waste our time, energy and petrol... So, we just look the surroundings there.... OMG, it is really undeveloped... The lakes there were clean... not like our Lake Garden... Maybe less people cause less pollution... So, we returned to Ipoh coz i wanna go for the Facon Education fair...

Wow... Its really crowded at Syuen hotel... Many students like me were there... Some were couples n some were groups of friends.... So, we quickly walked to the Utar's place to ask for details... But the marketing people there really not friendly... Everything u asked, he will answered with, " Please go n search our Utar website... The informations are there... Any question?" Grrr..... Really wanna scold him... If i can check through website, what for i ask u??? I want to have details ma... Seems like didnt get any info from there... Sobx + angry....

Then, we went to Nilai's place... The marketing lady there gave us a good service... Slowly tell us about the ADP in their college... Of course, ADP will be better than Utar... Coz, its a USA twinning programme... can get US cert... Compared with UTAR which get local cert, of coz it is better... But, i dont know whether i am brave enough to go overseas by myself... Although i may find friends, it is still a big problem for me... I admit it that i am really timid... I think its a probability that i will not dare to depart to USA... it will be a big problem n jokes if i really do so.... So, which one should i choose???

Haizz... back to my topic... Seems like out of topic d... After going the education fair, we went back to taiping to fetch my aunt's maid back to the agency.... coz she scolded my grandma... so, of coz, her duration in taiping is just 1 month... pity her... but she seems like normal with it... didnt feel her sadness also...

After that, we started our journey to Butterworth... Then we met up aunt to let her fetch the maid to her agency... Next, we went SUNWAY CARNIVAL MALL for shopping... Its my first time to be there.... But, honestly, the mall is really small compared to others... But, the stores there all were branded... I bought a long sleeve tee in Espirit... Its a gift from aunt... Thanks a lot... I love it...

After having dinner there, we went to look at those digital cameras, handphones n televisions... Then, we began our journey back to Taiping...

Its really tiring but enjoyable trip.... :D

20/3/2008
Rourou

Pinkish... love it....

Lovable.... :P

haha... beh dong myself also... too 自恋.... hahax.... :P

Finally, i found my hobby....

Recently, i were sitting at home n do nothing... Then, i found my hobby... That is---自拍... wakaka... Its really funny for a 17 year-old girl to act cute while taking pic herself... sometimes even ask my dog to take pic with me... pity him... coz he hate camera a lot.... :P

I will start to post up my edited 自拍照 here... hope my art work isnt too bad lar... hehe...

Before n after.....蜕变中.....

疑问? 谁能解答?

前方的路很模糊
我不知道那一条路是最好的
万一我选错了
怎么办?
没得重选的...
唉....
很烦很烦....
最好是给我拿到奖学金
那我就不用这么烦了

你可能会说
奖学金给的科系不一定好
不一定正确
但是
我心甘情愿
因为
你要我看着爸妈拿这么大笔钱出来供我读书
对不起
我真的做不到
那是血汗钱
用劳力赚来的
我不可以这么自私
把它花光光

唉...
我该怎么办?
是在本地读呢?
还是选择双联课程?
还是读本地大学?
我该怎么选?
我的兴趣到底是什么?
我的能力到什么程度?
我的人生价值观是怎样的?
满头的疑问....
谁能解答?

回华联咯.....

今天, 为了听个升学讲座,
我又再次踏进华联的大门口...
感觉真的很不一样,
因为,我老了,升级了,
变SENIOR了....
唉....
时间过得真快....

今天遇到很多老师,
聊了一下,
不再是以前老师和学生的语气,
反而,
有点想朋友之间的对话....
现在发现,
原来,
很多老师都很关心我们....
真的很感动.....
他们所做的一切,
都是为了我们的前途....
老师,
对不起,
以前都没有专心听你们上课....
现在后悔有什么用?
唉....
如果可以重复一年的时间,
我一定会选择最有回忆的中五生涯!
同学们, 我好怀念噢!!!

相信你们也和我一样吧... 嘻嘻....

我很好

女孩们都会幻想,
若有一天,
自己变成公主,
身边都会有个又高又帅的王子...

现实中,
公主们的王子,
都不会如此完美吧...

没有人懂,
什么是爱...
但是,
却拼了老命,
想抓住自己认为的幸福....

若你有人爱,
也不要以为,
你很懂爱...
可能,
下一分钟,
你将一无所有...

别以为我不期待爱,
哪个女孩不想得到?
得碰碰运气,
看会不会遇上...
谁敢保证,
你的伴侣,
不会背叛你?
不会欺骗你?

我敢说,
到目前为止,
我,
不懂,
什么是爱....
不懂,
什么是幸福...
不懂,
什么是恋爱...
我只懂,
我很好......

Sobx... Dong is mad today...

Today, actually is quite normal during afternoon... (i dunno what happened during morning coz i woke up at 11am...) Then, Dong ran upstairs into my room n kept jumping... He pulled my hands out of the room... But, for sure, i wont follow him lar... I am his sis leh...

Then, i go n brush my teeth n tidy up my messy hair... After that, only i follow Dong... He seems like a bit unhappy... I heard some noise from the store room... Now i know why he is angry d... Coz those salesman came... He really hate them... I knew it... Sorry Dong, sis cant help...

Around 3 sth, sis went for her piano class... I start mapling... After 1 hour lagging, mummy n sis were back... We went to grandma's house with Dong... Dong loves to sit in the car, enjoying the air-cond... Cute right?

Three of us stayed at grandma's house until 11pm...Dong still act quite normal... Barking at dogs and cats... Ask grandma to share kuih ka pek with him... Staring at us when we eat... Normal... But, nightmare starts when dad n mummy came...

Dong ran out of the house when mummy wanna come in...We cant stop him coz he is the "king" in the house... After that, when we wanna go back, we called him... He quickly ran towards my sis n wanna her to hug him... Suddenly, sis said," Jie, you smell Dong and see... A bit smelly..."

The whole journey back to my house is terrible... Dong seems like shit... really smelly.. n really, the smell is just like the smell of shit.. When we reached home, we checked his body thoroughly... Finally, we found the source of the smell!!! I think he had ate his own shit... 狗改不了吃屎...haizz... terrible...

We bathed him until 12sth am... Haizz... Tiring task... After we bathed once, we felt the smell coming from his body... Then, bath again... Haizz... Pity mummy... have to control his madness when he bathes....

Actually, Dong is a super cute dog... dont believe? see...






taken in grandma's house...

Butterworth trip

Great? I went butterworth just now to trim my hair... haha... Our aim to butterworth is--- to trim our hair... I know when someone read this post, he will shoot me with, " rich lor, go so far n trim your hair... i just spend rm5 with it... not like somebody, spend 5 times more"... haizz... shoot lar... what to do... i never try to trim my hair in Taiping for years d... its a routine in my life... :P

Then, something quite funny happened in Taiping in the same time we started our journey... Grandma called mummy n told her sth bout the maid... For your information, the maid is a new one... So, yesterday, she accidentally slipped n fell down in my toilet... But, i didnt know bout it lar... Then, her hand became bengkak... In the morning, grandma took her to 按摩... hope that she can heal faster... But, in the process of 按摩, she fainted because of the painess... OMG! how can this happen? I had 2-3 times de 扭伤经验 oso never faint because of pain... is she acting??? i wonder... maybe she is too 千金小姐...:D She is quite rich i think... coz, her clothes n shoes are branded... Guess what brand she wear.... FILA!!! For a maid, its really rich... Even her boss also didnt wear FILA n do house chores... haha....

hmmm... its show time now... show you all my latest hairstyle lar...



How is it? Comment pls... :D

SPM result...... finally it is out....

Finally, i got my result... Full of surprise... When i stepped into the school compound, i knew that just got 3 persons got straight a1s... those are out of my expectation... hmm.... then, i went to take my result with a really heavy n strong(since it pumps very quickly) heart...

Our dearest and cutest teacher---Pn Hoo gave the result by calling names.... Watching others result and reaction, i became more nervous.... Scary atmosphere.... I hate it.... Soon, it was my turn... " Xin Rou!" oh-oh... i walked slowly in front of the desk n quickly sign my name without peeping my result... Then i quickly took the result n read it in 2 seconds... hiew.... its not that bad... :D still can consider good... better than what i expected... luckily... But, others were taking the same result... haizz... suddenly, i didnt feel the happiness...

I phoned mummy to tell her my result... She was so happy! Luckily... coz she expected i will just got 7-8 As only... haizz.... she didnt notice that im not really happy... Friends kept on asking result... So, in return, i asked for others result too! haha....

After taking our results, i went to McD with my buddies... We enjoyed our lunch and chat a lots... their handphone kept on ringing... why mine so quiet??? hmm.... i wonder... i really dont have friends that care of me???


Celebrating in the room... :)
YEAH!!!
although the result is not very good lar....

At night, i went for a gathering... I am one of the organiser... haha... around 30+ ppl there... chat, eat n chat... :D Haizz... didnt take a big family photo... what a waste...

A bit unhappy event yesterday is--- I saw the person i hate the most AGAIN!!! yer.... kek si wa.... leong still say me "small gas"... haizz... he wont know my feelings de...

Here are some photos i took b4 i went for the gathering... :P


i like this jacket n yellow tee---- mng de... present from mummy


its late d... tmr only upload some photos i took during gathering lar... congratulation everyone!

rou n friend's slide show

3,2,1......12/3 要到啦!

紧张+紧张=超级紧张!!!!
啊!!!!
谁可以救救我?
之前还蛮期待这天的到来...
怎知,
时间一分一秒地过去....
我就越来越紧张...
现在,
手超冷的....
头脑超空白的...
我今天,
会睡得好吗?
我明天,
会怎样?
会考到好成绩吗?
我,
会哭吗?
保佑我,
拿到好成绩...
拜托....
我不能受刺激的....
123...
加油吧!
祝大家顺顺利利!

Grr... How can it happened???

Yesterday i went to Popular n buy some books... I went there with a happy mood... Hope to get the book I want... But... Unluckily.... I met someone i hate for years... Really dunno how to describe my feelings that time... Kek kek dei de feelings... haizz....

Then i quickly ran to another corner of the book store, hoping that he wont found me n come n say hi to me... scary... i wandered around the book store except that corner he stood... haizz... pity... hope this wont happen again in my life... haizz... it wasted my time... i gonna wait for him to leave the book store only i dare to start n search for the book i want.... haizz....

PS: sorry for so much haizz in this post... but it really.... haizzz..... scary....

奇奇怪怪

自从得知成绩公布的日期,
我异常的冷静。
平常那种很容易担心的心情，
很离奇地没有出现。

可能是，
我还蛮期待这天的到来。
因为，
我必须做抉择。

要读哪一科？
要考钢琴吗？
唉。。。
很疑惑。。。
到底我要怎样做才是正确的选择？
谁可以救救我？
谁可以教教我？

还有三天。。。
等待是唯一的选择。。。
冷静是唯一能做的事。。。

当天，我会哭吗？
呵呵。。。
可能吧。。。
无论是开心或伤心，
都会哭吧。。。
无论如何，
我会忍住的。。。
祝大家成绩标青！
加油！

Funny KL Trip

I went KL on the 26th and 27th of February with mom, dad, sis, 2 aunties and uncle kevin. It was really a funny trip. If you know my family members well, you will agree with me... hehe...

Early in the morning, only 4am... I had to wake up and dress up nicely and went to my grandma's house... We reached there at about 5am... Then, i phoned my auntie... Surprisingly, she was still sleeping... After that, we went into the house after auntie opened the gate for us...

We sat there for about 45 minutes to wait for them... Uncle kevin got food poisoning for days d... So, he woke up very reluctantly as he slept at 2am... Pity uncle... ( who ask you cant suit our food here? See? Western ppl are like that... Love to eat our local food but cant used to it... this is so call 水土不服) hahaha....

When we reached KL, my aunt went to meet her friend to be our tour guide... He is quite responsible and kind lar... But i have some 偏见towards him... Really sorry bout that...

We went KLCC as uncle kevin was first time in KL...My auntie made a joke... She told uncle kevin that we will go KLCC n twin tower... So, uncle kevin thought there r 2 places... funny right??? actually my aunt also quite blur bout that... hehe...

Me, sis, mom, uncle kevin n aunty at KLCC

Then, we went Putrajaya, Petaling street and pass Eye on Malaysia... I also went to colleges n have a look... Wow... it was really tiring... when we were back in hotel, we quickly bath n slept till 10am in the morning... ^@^

Then, we had breakfast at the hotel and went shopping at the complex beside our hotel---SUNWAY PYRAMID!!!

I bought a few clothes there... Feel so happy... Some clothes were nice but i didnt buy... Sobx... But i took photos with them... haha...
Padini yellow tee....

I like this colour... but didnt buy.. ^_^

We also took some photo in the central of SUNWAY PYRAMID...


Beside the fake flowers...

It was a memorable and funny trip... Now, uncle kevin is back to his country-- Australia... Miss him a lot... Hope to meet you in the near future lar... See you...

Take care ya!

On the 1st of March, our dearest friends, Zhong yi and Kai guan went to Miri to further their studies... So, we had a farewell party for them at Olden Days chicken buffet on 28th of February...

These are our 大合照 from different angle... Actually we lacked two ppl inside the photo... Ken leong and Kee jin... coz they were the camera man... a bit 可惜...

ALL GIRLS WITH ZHONG YI

ZHONG YI AND ME

KAI GUAN AND ME

After dinner, we went 太湖and chat... We ended the day like that... You may find it boring through my description, but we really enjoy it... It was really memorable...

Guys, take care there ya! I know Miri can online everyday de... So, keep in touch through msn lar if you find sms or phone call is expensive... GOOD LUCK!! and all the best to you all... :D